Who knew that one day I would grow up and start looking out for myself... I mean, I did not . It's all weird, i have a job, few ppl, and many problems...but do i care about them? nvm idk

Everything is done now, no more of these tantrums, and now life is going to get real, but that's not the worst part...now, I'm going to be actually by myself.... I'm not scared, just nervous but excited. It's going to be fine... I'm going to fine

Its really difficult to have a perfect future and even an idea about what you are going to do. Sometimes I really feel glad that nobody is looking at my vlogs because its really difficult to maintain these as well honestkt this has become a private space for me where I can say whatever I want and legit no one is going to come and doubt me and me what am I suppose to do. i feel really lost and different like you know that feeling where you are trying to be someone who you are not AND now that you are tired so you don't want to do anything anymore. now don't even know what is a safe space anymore like how would ik I have never had one and I honestly don't feel like having one anymore. idk i hate to post random stuff online but don't you think its ok to put your feelings outside in a world where you know none is going to judge you and even if they do u have no clue who they are like i don't know. Look this is what i am talking about i don't even know what do i exactly want from my life like why the hell I'm so confused. i feel like i have ADHD i mean do i? nevermind. Main point is i just don't want to be lost anymore i don't know what to do huhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm done bye.

Nobody can imagine how crazy can high school get for a gen z loner. Well, I can. An urge to be visible in a crowd , forgetting oneself to be “normal” like others, trying to fit in , following crushes, having relationship that to a healthy one which slowly turns into a toxic one with time, etc. Look, you don’t have to adjust for anyone , its ok to be yourself , its ok to be in love , its ok to make friends , and nonetheless its ok to loose alll of it as well because its not important that you have someone, its ok to be alone and happy just stay yourself and don’t waste your time thinking that you are wrong or they are wrong just move on and begin a new life which going to be a new start ,a new chapter and it is going to be a new world , with new people , without old ones, forgiving yourself and forgiving others . This new life is a new start so use it wisely, make it happy , start enjoying it . You might feel agony sometimes but don’t worry its going to fine , you are goin to be. Enjoy the new beginning, All the best!

life is so unfair , no matter how  hard u try to always make someone happy, no matter whoever it is mom dad sibling friend , in the end you will always see disappointment because no body sees ur intension what they see is ur words. Thats the reason why people say that “think before u speak”  and this is not because they think ur words might hit others , its because the maker of this saying knew the pain of being not understood by anybody . maybe its not just me but still , it hurts.for everyone life must be beautiful but for me? for me its unfair nd misuderstanding.

Hey folks, its me , mystery. Let me be straight with the fact that I don’t know how to write or convey my feelings . But from last few days I have been stuck with  this thought that.......”am I good enough?”. you know when I think about life, I think that it can be interesting, fascinating and comfortable as well . But then at the same point when I think about world .......don’t you think its getting intense day by day? no offence , just a random question. And after having this realization that this world is not the same , the people around here are not same , your parents, friends, family nothing is.....same. Have you ever had this question for yourself whether you are good enough for this world or not? just let me know in the comment box if their is any story, event or anything related to this topic. Let’s be straight , what say?