Happiness

okay so i have or i had im unsure atm what he is but i have long distance and he is so tense he is so weird xk but i love him and he is busy with his college and everything he gets offended by me saying to him i love u lots of times and stuff once i said yk im serious for u n he goes on like r u sayin that to pressure me and 2 days ago he said to me he hoped his gf would be like his friends yk not like me who  is so into feeelings n hes not romantic type and then he goes on how he is so unsure and when i i said i love u for u and u made my feet on the ground he just wrote  :(  and i asked him is this what u want n he said ike what do u mean n i said this rs n he goes on tryin t make me feel l guilty like u act of this rs as if im home  and i know he is busy and i didnt do that really n he says more stuff and that it makes him bored and also asks me how can i be so caring and say i love u all the time and i say because thats who i am  n he goes on dont u get bored and i say no  and after that he said something i forgotten what n i said how i give him space n he sid ya and i said im sorry n he said dont bewhat the hell am i supposed to do like we get on cam and he gets me and idk even if he loves me or what im so confused

um just wanted to say hi to all my followers because I came back and haven’t been online for a year.. hope everyone is doing great!