Be bold, be you.♥

   So, believe it or not, this is my fifth attempt at trying to update you all about myself. The other 4 times I tried recording a video, since I really don’t like to fucking write - if you know me well you knew this already - but because I burned all my patiente to the ground I’ll just annoy myself and write everything instead.

   As you can probably tell, I haven’t been the most active the last year or so. Well, that’s due to many reasons, some of wich I’ll inform you about right now.

   Firstly, I’m on the 12th grade. Now, i don’t know how you’re school system works, but where I live this is the grade before you go to university. That means I have - and had, last year(year eleven) - 2 exams. Now, as you can probably tell - either because you’ve had them already or just because - this is fucking frustrating because I have to study ten times as much; and I don’t like to study anything other than biology. That, in turn, leads to me not having that much time in my hands to do other things - like making poses, taking pics, and editing them.

   Now, that is not my excuse for not having been active lately. Don’t get me wrong, i do not , in fact, have many time in my hands, but if I wanted to I could definitely do all of that. No I haven’t been posting much here because I decided to do something else with my free time. I’ve , for the past 2 years, fell in love with readin, so that - and the gym - end up taking most of my time outside of school.

   Secondly, getting back on to the many reasons, I was once victim of anon hate here on tumblr. Now, that’s all in the past now but, like many things in life, it left a lot of scars that just won’t fully heal. My open wound is the fact i get anxious everytime I receive an ask. Now, i know this is stupid of me to admit here, since now haters know my weakness, but it’s the truth. And since I don’t plan on being here that much i also kinda don’t give a fuck. I still get anxious yes, but i no longer cower to hate or allow it. No. In fact, if I do receive hate ever again the first thing I’ll do is block that person.

   Now, thirldy, and last reason, is the fact that by the begginning of last year I got really unwell. I’m not going into much details here, since my health(mental or physical) is not something i want to discuss with complete strangers - sorry not sorry - but I will tell you it was hard and that I am thankfull for a couple friends of mine, some of wich are here on tumblr, for helping me get trought that time. Now, almost a year later, here I am, better than I’ve been in what feels like a long time, and I couldn’t be prouder of myself.

   Now that I’ve said all I wanted to say I hope I could enlighten you on why I haven’t been - and will not be - very active here. I will still post - especially since I still gotta publish a project I’ve been working on for 2 years - some things from time to time, hopefully, but I will most definitely be a regular here.

   I wish you all the best and I hope you have a wonderfull year. God knows we all deserve it!

love,

   dre ♥

Sooooooo… You probably don’t know this, but last summer I started doing a little project of mine…

I didn’t end up posting it then because of circumstances, but maybe this year i can actually do it!

I just need to make a couple more poses and take the respective pictures(+ edit them) and everything should be done.

So, tell me, would u liek to see it?

Thank you very much! ^^ 

Mother of the Rose

Song: Blood Red Roses

Her wrath is known throughout the black, the gardens of death she is tending  Vengeance is her only ward Beware the blood red rose’s thorn.

Skin by: @heyisdre (Link)

Dark Tattoo by: @simplykitsch (Link)

Eyes by: @remussirion (Link)

Roses by: @natalia-auditore

Rose in Hand by: @erschsims

THIS IS TO PRETTY FOR MY EYES!!! /^^\ 

Music: When An Angel Has Fallen by: Idan Itzhayek

Her Tortured Soul Part I

Tears fall gently down her face

She is lost in the shadows

Of a romance not to be

Tragically removed

Getting lost

In the history of it all

Going through the motions

Of her daily routine

Her heart is now frozen

To which no ice pick

Will break it

Deeply saddened by

Her life is so profound

Is their a chance

To turn her frown upside down ?

Entrenched on this rock of no hope

One thing is certain

She will not open the door

To love

Until she finds if this

Longing will last…

Pose by: @danjaley Sleeve Pose-pack

I am so sorry I’ve been this off tumblr.

School has taken such a toll on me it’s not even funny. This last few months have been very difficult, not only because I delt with some mental issues(wich thankfully i moved on from, for now) but because no matter how tired I am of school, i still had to study hard af. I had to study even harder because I just couldn’t pay attention in class because I was really sleepy. And I was sleepy af because I’ve been tired from not sleeping as much as I should.

But, i am gonna be back soon enough, hopefully.

I am really sorry i just abbandoned this without notice. It wasn’t my intention to just leave in the first place, but it had to be done.

Thank you for understanding!

Love,

I am so sorry I’ve been this off tumblr.

School has taken such a toll on me it’s not even funny. This last few months have been very difficult, not only because I delt with some mental issues(wich thankfully i moved on from, for now) but because no matter how tired I am of school, i still had to study hard af. I had to study even harder because I just couldn’t pay attention in class because I was really sleepy. And I was sleepy af because I’ve been tired from not sleeping as much as I should.

But, i am gonna be back soon enough, hopefully.

I am really sorry i just abbandoned this without notice. It wasn’t my intention to just leave in the first place, but it had to be done.

Thank you for understanding!

Love,

One Sim, Ten Creators

Last month I presented this challenge of several people tweaking the same sim, so you could really see the difference between different styles, and now here it is! My sim Aisha, as tweaked by 9 different people, showcasing their style.

I really enjoyed this project, and I think the final result is pretty cool to look at!

@nonsimsical @silverowlblog @heyisdre @pastlivesandtwistedart @simperbly @simmingwiththetide @iwatzuka @uponatimedownloads @pandelabs

Hello! I’m opening commissions for the time being, since I, erm, really need it right now. I don’t wanna go much into details because it’s not relevant, but I lost my job because I was on medical leave - yes, they can just do that, apparently. Due to the nature of my health (which isn’t the best), it’s becoming hard for an employer to actually hire me because I am basically a liability and I might need medical leave at any moment. So as you might guess, I’m riding the struggle bus right now, specially when it comes to food and medication (emphasis on medication). But fear not, I’m not asking for anything.

That is why my commissions are open! Right now I’m only offering busts, but maybe later I can add full body pictures to the “menu”. Here’s what you can get: $12 - A full color bust, with soft shading, in a high resolution picture of a character of your choice. $7 - A clean lineart bust, with no color, but fully clean, without any sketch lines.

And if you want more than one character? I also got you covered.

$20 - Two full color busts, with soft shading, in a high resolution picture. You save $4 with this one, instead of getting two commissions for $12, obviously. More than 2 characters? Just talk to me! I’m sure we can work out something to work for both of us! You can use these in your themes, profile pictures, anything, really.

As a heads up, I take payments with paypal only at the moment. If needed, I can look into other methods, but for now, I strongly prefer paypal. Interested? Please send me an IM - I’d rather not use asks, simply because it is not practical.