Hello

I am a slave to the system put in place for a lower middle class teenage mixed girl with a overly strict abusive father and a passive ignorant foreigner mother. What you gonna do? I'm almost a legal adult and my parents still tell me how to live my life and force me to do things so that I appear to be a certain type of person. Don't half ass my life for me when I can do it myself.

I have been mildly obsessed with him for the past three years. He has a gf and has had many over the past three years. I see his pictures of him and his family and can’t wait till I’m apart of it. I don’t think anything in this world will satisfy me as much as being his long tern gf will. That will forever be my goal and it probably wont stop being my goal until he gets married. He is everything perfect in a guy that I could ever want. I’m pretty much obsessive and not compulsive. So he is safe from my preying actions, but unfortunately for him, I will always have these thoughts.

So I just realized how racist it is to say that you find a certain race unattractive. This stupid freshman boy is going on and on about how he can only be with a girl that is a light skin Mexican or a white girl who has a big butt and a thin waist and big boobs. Like stfu. U sound like an ugly son of a bich. I can literally see the stench coming off of his bull shit. Then he says I can’t be with black girls or Asians. His reason for not wanting to be with a black girl is because “black girls are crazy”....oh but even better, his reason for not wanting to be with an Asian girl was “I don’t know.”......the fuck? Like I understand being sexually attracted to one race more than another but when you go as far as to say a whole race is unattractive based on stereotypes or idk then u are really ignorant and I feel sorry for you. You are so dumb that you are closing yourself off from thousands of amazing people. Like maybe it’s a good thing because if you’re thinking like that then who tf wants to be with a closed minded prick like you anyways. He looked ten times uglier at that moment. Like I think I saw Satan and the Devil spew from his ass. I would die a happy woman if i could have schooled his stupid ass. How ignorant can someone be. Me personally, I think that there are two types of people in this world: Ugly people and attractive people. I don’t need to throw a whole race into one of those categories because that makes no sense. You can be one and not the other. You can be Asian and not ugly and you can be attractive and not Asian. Like if you are attractive then you are attractive. Race doesn’t have a dominant role in it. Everyone in one race doesn’t all look the same so I don’t understand where his logic comes from.

I would like to take a moment to appreciate how some dude tells me about something they like that I like too and then later realizing that he only said that in the hopes that I would tell my friend because she likes that also....like how fuckin complicated can u be. Just stop being a pussy and using her friend to get to her. Doing that just leads her friend on dipshit. 

whenever someone is mean to me I just assume it is because i’m ugly or because they are racist. 

me whenever my life is falling apart: hey... i should probably catch up on video games. its been too long. maybe play them for 10 to 70 hours straight? yeah

 SO this dude is all texting me everyday because he heard about me and somehow got my number but then my friend who has sat next to him in class starts getting in on him and then that same day he stopped texting me and started texting her...he did all the same shit he did to me but now he was doing it with her. Like tbh I’m cute af so the only reason this bitch won him over me is because I haven’t even met him irl yet and she has. I was really upset over the whole situation for the past few days, but then I realized how much I glow the fuck up and I wasn’t sad anymore. That dipshit can have her and her sketchy underhanded ugly man-stealin hoe ass. Whenever your supposed friend secretly steals your man, just think of how hot af you are and slay them bitches. tbh I thought maybe if I said I was cute enough times I would start believing it. Hell yeah I do believe it and fuck yes I deserve it since I am forever alone. :’)