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Professor! Abby Anderson x Reader Chapter 41: How long is the hike? previous chapter **THIS IS AN AU CHARACTER PERSONALITIES MAY NOT MATCH UP TO CANON** wc: 2.0k MDNI 18+
“Ruby,” Professor Anderson murmured, the name almost a purr as she kissed your face again and again, each touch of her lips feather-light against your skin.
You were still waking, half-dreaming and warm beneath the sheets, while she seemed entirely awake, entirely amused by your reluctance to face the morning.
A soft smile tugged at your mouth. “I’m tired,” you muttered, burying your face briefly against her hair as you shifted.
Her hand landed with affectionate ease on your hip. “I’d like to go on a hike.”
You let out a small, defeated sound. “Okay, you can go.”
She gave a low chuckle, the sound rich with certainty. “You are coming with me.”
Your brow creased. “Why?”
Instead of answering right away, her hand slid slowly up your stomach beneath your shirt, warm and possessive, making you shiver despite yourself.
“I don’t like to be without you,” she said softly, as though it were the simplest truth in the world.
Then she bent her head and pressed gentle kisses to the bare skin of your stomach, each one soft and teasing.
You swatted at her weakly. “Leave my stomach alone,” you murmured, though there was no real force behind it.
She smiled against you, then rested both hands there as if staking a claim.
Leaning in close, she lowered her voice to a whisper. “You would be so adorable pregnant.”
Your eyes flew open, and you stared down at her in shock. “What?!” you cried, suddenly wide awake.
She only laughed, unbothered and wickedly pleased with herself. “Just my imagination.”
You shook your head, still stunned, and huffed out a breath. “Okay. Never happening.”
A pout ghosted over her mouth as she shifted closer, crawling over you with slow, unhurried confidence. “Never?” she asked, tilting your chin up with two fingers.
You gave her a look of pure disbelief. “No way,” you said, scrunching your nose.
She clicked her tongue, feigning disappointment. “Then what a selfless act that would be for your lover.”
Before you could answer, she kissed your cheek, and you squirmed beneath her touch, half laughing, half protesting.
Then she bent toward your neck and inhaled slowly, a pleased hum following. “You smell so sweet in the morning.”
You scoffed, shaking your head as you nudged her away, though not with any real force. Heat crept up your neck and settled across your cheeks, betraying you.
“Sometimes you’re strange,” you muttered, a nervous laugh slipping out as you tried to brush the moment aside.
She did not retreat far. Instead, she shifted onto her elbow beside you, her body angled in a way that kept her close. She hovered just enough to study you, her head tilting slightly, a soft, knowing smile playing at her lips as if she could see straight through your awkwardness.
You turned your gaze away, focusing on some indistinct point across the room. Anywhere but her eyes. The air felt heavier now, thick with anticipation you did not quite understand how to handle.
A quiet breath left her lips, slow and steady. “I love you,” she said.
The words settled over you all at once.
Your breath caught in your throat. You pressed your lips together, your brow tightening as warmth spread deeper across your face. Your heart began to pound, each beat louder than the last, echoing in your ears. Your fingers curled tightly into the blanket beneath you, gripping it as though it might steady the sudden rush of feeling.
Before you could respond, she leaned in. Her lips met yours in a soft, lingering kiss that seemed to stretch time itself. It was gentle, unhurried, and when she pulled back, you felt slightly dazed, as if the ground beneath the bed had shifted.
“Well?” she murmured, her voice low and expectant.
“W… well, what?” you stammered, your words stumbling over each other as your mind struggled to catch up.
A faint smirk curved her lips. She stayed close, close enough that you could feel the warmth of her breath. “Do you love me?” she whispered, the question brushing lightly against your mouth.
You nodded, slow and uncertain at first, then more sure. A small, breathy laugh escaped you. “Oh… of course.”
She did not move.
Her gaze held yours, steady and patient, as though she was waiting for more than that.
You swallowed, your throat suddenly dry. Gathering what little courage you could find, you forced yourself to meet her eyes fully this time. “I love you too,” you admitted, your voice softer now, tinged with shyness as you spoke the words aloud.
For a brief moment, neither of you moved.
Then, feeling the intensity linger too long, you shifted beneath her, trying to sit up and break the tension. The motion was clumsy, uncertain.
She caught you before you could get far.
Her hand slid to your waist, firm but not rough, guiding you back down against the bed. “Where are you going?” she asked, her tone light but edged with curiosity as she settled over you again, your wrists gently pressed above your head.
You let out an uneasy laugh, your eyes flicking up to hers. “Bathroom?” you offered, lifting a brow as if that might make it sound more convincing.
She shook her head, her expression softening again. Instead of letting you go, she drew you closer, wrapping her arms around you and pulling you into her warmth. “You can wait,” she murmured against your neck, her breath warm and steady against your skin. “Stay with me a little longer.”
You nodded, swallowing again as awareness crept in, sharp and impossible to ignore. The closeness, the weight of her against you, the way your body reacted without permission. It left you tense for a moment, unsure what to do with it.
You took a sharp inhale as her hand moved down to your lower belly. She pressed down softly, testing.
You jerked upright so fast the blankets tangled around your legs.
"Woah!" The word came out in a startled shriek as you grabbed her hand on instinct before scrambling out of bed. Heat rushed into your face. Without another explanation, you hurried toward the bathroom.
The door clicked shut behind you.
You leaned against it for a moment, chest rising and falling as you stared at the opposite wall.
What the hell was that about?
You shook your head and tried to gather yourself. A few minutes later, you washed your hands, splashed cool water across your wrists, and returned to the bedroom feeling only slightly less bewildered.
Abby was waiting exactly where you'd left her.
A soft chuckle escaped her as you climbed back beneath the blankets. She reached out immediately, brushing a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
"Sweetness," she murmured. The fondness in her voice only made your face grow warmer. "You are so sweet."
She drew in a breath and pushed herself upright. Her shoulders rolled as she stretched, muscles shifting beneath her skin before she swung her legs over the edge of the bed.
"Alright," she said. "The hike will be about six or seven miles."
You nodded automatically, though your attention drifted almost immediately.
She had started getting dressed.
Your eyes followed her without permission.
Abby noticed.
Of course she noticed.
She turned halfway toward you and smirked.
"Feeling naughty today?" she asked, strolling across the room.
You blinked.
"What?" A laugh escaped you. "No."
She hummed skeptically.
You tried again. "How long is the hike?"
Professor Anderson leaned down and pressed a quick kiss to your cheek. "About six or seven miles."
A quiet giggle slipped from you.
Her brow lifted. "What?"
You bit down on your lip, already fighting another laugh.
"How..." You gestured vaguely. "How long?"
Confusion flickered across her face. "Ruby, I just told you."
You shook your head, laughing harder. "Six seven." Your hands moved up and down as if demonstrating height.
Abby's expression only grew more puzzled.
"Right..." she said slowly, mimicking the motion. "Six or seven."
The moment realization hit, her eyes narrowed.
You lost the battle entirely.
"Six seven," you repeated through your laughter.
Professor Anderson stared at you for a second before a reluctant smile pulled at the corner of her mouth.
"Okay.." She said unsure of you and herself.
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Lawyer!Sevika x Assistant!Reader ✧Chapter Seventeen: Talk to me as the woman I made out with in a strip club. Previous Chapter ✧ 3.0k words **MMDNI**
The moment you stepped inside, you kicked off your heels and let them fall haphazardly near the entryway. The relief was immediate. Your feet ached from spending the entire day walking courthouse hallways and sitting tensely on hard wooden benches. The warmth of Sevika's house wrapped around you as you followed her deeper inside.
She shrugged off her suit jacket as she walked and draped it over the back of a chair before moving toward the kitchen. The evening sunlight spilled through the large windows, painting the countertops in soft gold. Everything felt strangely calm compared to the courtroom.
Too calm.
Sevika opened a drawer and pulled out several takeout menus that had clearly been used countless times before. She flipped through them briefly before spreading three across the kitchen island.
"Pick one." Sevika spread the menus across the kitchen island as she spoke.
The papers slid against the stone countertop beneath her hand while she glanced up at you, a small smile pulling at the corner of her mouth. The house felt warm after the sterile chill of the courthouse.
Evening sunlight streamed through the windows above the sink, turning the hardwood floors amber and filling the room with a softness that felt completely disconnected from the day you'd just had.
You stepped toward the island automatically and looked down at the menus.
Chinese.
Italian.
A diner.
Simple choices.
Normal choices.
Yet the moment your eyes settled on them, something inside you cracked.
Your hand drifted absently to your stomach as though you could somehow settle the twisting feeling there. The printed words blurred together. For a second you genuinely didn't understand why. Then a tear slipped free and rolled down your cheek.
The sensation startled you.
Sevika looked up immediately.
The smile disappeared from her face.
"No." The word left her mouth before she could stop it. She pushed the menus aside and took a step toward you, concern immediately replacing whatever lightness had existed moments earlier. "No, no, if this is too much, you don't have to do anything."
You wiped at your eyes quickly, embarrassed by how sudden it was, but the gesture only seemed to make things worse. More tears followed. Your throat tightened painfully.
"I'm sorry," you whispered. The apology came out broken. You looked away from her. "Oh my God, I'm sorry."
Humiliation flooded through you so intensely that it almost eclipsed the sadness itself. You were standing in your boss's kitchen crying for no apparent reason.
Crying over takeout menus. Crying after spending an entire day watching strangers discuss a tragedy that wasn't yours. Crying because somewhere deep down you knew exactly why the hearing had unsettled you and you hated it.
Sevika closed the distance between you before you could collect yourself. "Pamela."
Sevika's voice cut through your thoughts before they could spiral any further. You looked up quickly, wiping at your face with the heel of your hand. The concern that had flashed across her features moments earlier was already disappearing behind the familiar mask she wore everywhere else. She straightened slightly and gathered the menus into a stack.
"It was a difficult hearing," she said. The words sounded somewhat awkward coming from her, as though acknowledging emotions wasn't a language she spoke often. Before you could respond, she continued. "I understand that. But we still need to order dinner and get these reports finished."
You lowered your eyes and nodded. "I'm sorry."
Something shifted briefly in her expression. Her brows twitched upward for only a moment before she seemed to catch herself. The softness vanished almost immediately.
"Sit down." The instruction wasn't harsh. If anything, it sounded automatic.
You pulled out one of the stools at the kitchen island and lowered yourself onto it while Sevika collected the menus. She paused halfway through, looking you over with the same assessing gaze she'd spent all day directing at witnesses. Her eyes lingered on your face, on the redness around your eyes, on the way your fingers wouldn't stop fidgeting.
"I'll order." Then, after another moment, she added, "Stay here."
Before you could argue, she picked up the cordless phone and disappeared into the adjoining room.
You could hear the low murmur of her voice through the doorway as she placed the order. Efficient. Direct. The same way she handled everything else in her life. Left alone, you rested your elbows on the countertop and pressed your palms against your eyes. The hearing replayed behind them immediately.
The photograph.
The mother's tears.
Marcus Reed staring at the table.
Your own twisted car wrapped around a tree.
You exhaled sharply and forced yourself to focus on something else. The ticking clock mounted on the wall. The hum of the refrigerator. The distant sound of traffic outside.
Anything else.
A few minutes later, footsteps crossed the hardwood floor.
You lowered your hands.
Sevika entered carrying a glass of water. Ice shifted quietly against the sides as she placed it in front of you. Then she pulled out the stool opposite yours and sat down. She didn't sit beside you. She sat across from you, forearms resting on the countertop, studying you with an expression that reminded you uncomfortably of the way she'd studied witnesses throughout the day.
For several moments she said nothing.
The evening sunlight streamed through the kitchen windows behind her, catching in the silver of her eyes.
Finally, she cleared her throat.
"We have about twenty minutes before the food gets here." Her fingers tapped once against the counter before becoming still again. "Start talking."
Her words weren't wrapped in comfort. It wasn't particularly gentle. It sounded more like she was presenting evidence and waiting for an answer.
For some reason, that felt far more like Sevika than any attempt at reassurance ever could.
You couldn't tell her.
The truth sat heavily in your chest, pressing against your ribs every time you thought about speaking. If you told her about the DUI, about the wreck, about waking up in handcuffs and realizing how easily someone could have died, she would look at you differently.
At least, that was what you feared.
"It was a hard hearing." You forced a smile as you said it. A weak one. The kind people wore when they hoped the conversation would end there.
Sevika studied you for a moment. Then she nodded slowly. "It was."
The kitchen fell quiet again. Ice shifted softly in your water glass. Somewhere outside, a car passed along the road.
Sevika leaned back slightly in her chair.
For a moment, she looked almost uncomfortable.
The sight alone was enough to make you nervous.
Finally, she exhaled. "Pamela." The way she said your name made your stomach tighten.
Your mouth twitched nervously. "What?"
Her eyes drifted briefly toward the countertop before returning to yours. "Are you fond of me?"
Your face immediately twisted in confusion. "What?"
Sevika rubbed a hand across her jaw.
It looked as though she regretted asking the question the moment it left her mouth. "Our relationship is less than ideal."
The understatement almost made you laugh.
She licked her lips thoughtfully and looked away for a moment. "I've had employees before."
You waited.
"I don't generally invite them to my house." Her eyes returned to yours. "I don't generally spend this much time thinking about them either."
A muscle jumped in her jaw.
The admission clearly irritated her.
"I feel..." She paused, visibly searching for language she wasn't accustomed to using. "A softness toward you that I haven't felt toward other employees."
The moment the sentence was finished, she looked annoyed with herself.
As though she'd accidentally revealed too much.
A low grunt escaped her.
Then she pointed at you. "So start talking."
Despite everything, a breathless laugh escaped you.
You squeezed your eyes shut. "Please don't fire me."
The response came so quickly that she didn't even need to think about it."I won't."
You opened your eyes again.
She looked completely serious.
Not offended.
Not angry.
Just waiting.
You swallowed hard.
"No." Another nervous laugh slipped out. "Talk to me as the woman I made out with in a strip club." Your cheeks burned. "And did cocaine with."
The corner of Sevika's mouth twitched.
"Not as my boss." You whispered
For the first time since the conversation started, something resembling amusement appeared in her eyes.
She leaned back in her chair and folded her arms. "Okay." The single word came easily. Far more easily than the confession she'd made moments before. Then she tilted her head. "Start talking."
You sat quietly for a moment, turning the glass of water between your hands. Tiny droplets of condensation slid down the sides and gathered against your fingers. Across from you, Sevika waited. She wasn't rushing you, but she wasn't letting you escape the conversation either.
The silver of her eyes remained fixed on you, patient in the way only lawyers seemed capable of being.
Slowly, you nodded.
"Sevika..." You swallowed and looked down at the countertop. "Did you ever do a background check on me?"
One of her brows lifted immediately. "No." The answer came without hesitation. She tilted her head slightly, studying you. "I didn't think I'd need to."
A humorless laugh escaped you. Of course she hadn't. You took another sip of water, buying yourself a few more seconds before speaking again.
"I was in a bad car wreck a few years ago." The confession settled between you.
Sevika didn't interrupt.
She simply waited.
You stared at the surface of the water in your glass. "I went out with a friend one night. We were supposed to play pool. I was supposed to drive us home." You rubbed your thumb along the rim of the glass. "We got into an argument. Then I left."
Your stomach tightened.
"I drove home wasted." The words sounded uglier spoken aloud than they ever had in your head. "I wrapped my car around a tree." The kitchen felt very quiet suddenly. "I got arrested. DUI. Court ordered AA classes."
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The refrigerator hummed softly behind Sevika while evening sunlight stretched across the kitchen floor.
Then she leaned back slightly in her chair. "What was your blood alcohol level?"
You winced immediately. Of course that was her first question. "Uh..." You looked toward the ceiling. "Around point one seven."
The reaction was immediate.
Sevika's eyes widened.
Before she could speak, you rushed onward. "They also found cocaine and molly in my system."
Silence.
Then Sevika leaned back farther and blew air slowly from her cheeks. "Well."
The single word carried enough disbelief to make you cringe.
A short laugh escaped her. Not because she found it funny. Because she genuinely couldn't believe what she was hearing. "You got off easy."
You looked away.
She wasn't wrong. "How fast were you going?" The question made your stomach sink.
You already knew she wasn't going to like the answer. "Ninety-five."
For the first time since you'd met her, Sevika looked genuinely stunned. "Ninety-five miles an hour?"
You nodded.
Her head tipped back slightly. "Jesus Christ." The words slipped out under her breath. She rubbed a hand across her jaw and stared at you for several seconds. "You survived a ninety-five mile an hour collision while drunk, high, and somehow didn't kill anybody."
You shrugged weakly.
The gesture earned an immediate glare. "No." She pointed at you. "Don't do that."
You looked up. "What?"
"That." Her finger remained aimed directly at your chest. "The shrug."
Despite yourself, you laughed.
Sevika looked personally offended by the fact that you found any of this amusing. "You should not be shrugging."
You shook your head, staring at her still. "I'm not shrugging."
Her face was stone serious. "You are absolutely shrugging." Her lips pressed together,
You bit back another laugh and lowered your eyes to the countertop, though the smile still threatened at the corners of your mouth. Across from you, Sevika slowly shook her head. The disbelief hadn't left her expression. If anything, it seemed to be growing the more you talked.
For a moment she simply stared at you.
Then she folded her arms across her chest. "Who was your lawyer?"
The question caught you completely off guard. You looked up. "What?"
"Your lawyer," she repeated, gesturing vaguely with one hand. "Who represented you?"
You frowned and genuinely tried to remember.
The courtroom had been a while ago. The entire period of your life felt hazy now, blurred by hangovers, bad decisions, and a version of yourself you barely recognized anymore.
You thought about it.
Then thought about it a little longer.
And suddenly you started laughing. "I don't remember."
Sevika stared at you. The look on her face only made you laugh harder.
You tried to catch your breath. "I swear."
She scowled. "Pamela."
You shook your head. "I'm serious."
She looked deeply unimpressed.
You wiped beneath one eye and shook your head. "It was years ago. I think it was a public defender."
The silence that followed was almost comical.
Sevika blinked. Then blinked again. "A public defender."
You nodded. "Yeah."
Her expression didn't change.
If anything, it became even more incredulous.
You watched her slowly lean back in her chair as though she needed physical distance from the information she'd just received. One hand rose to her jaw and she rubbed it thoughtfully while continuing to stare at you.
For several long seconds she said absolutely nothing.
The refrigerator hummed quietly in the background. Somewhere deeper in the house, an air vent clicked on. Evening sunlight spilled across the kitchen floor.
Still she stared.
Finally she let out a slow breath through her nose. "I'm honestly shocked." The words carried genuine disbelief.
Not judgment or criticism. Just pure astonishment.
Coming from a defense attorney, you weren't entirely sure whether that should have made you feel reassured or profoundly concerned.
Sevika frowned slightly and leaned back in her chair. For a moment she simply studied you, weighing everything you'd told her against whatever conclusions she'd already formed in her head.
"Is that it?"
You exhaled slowly and closed your eyes. "No." The word came out quieter than you'd intended. You licked your lips and stared down at the countertop. "Well, not exactly."
Sevika waited.
You could feel her watching you.
"I'm supposed to be sober." The confession settled heavily between you.
Immediately, her expression flattened.
Not angry.
Not surprised.
Just suddenly very attentive. "Supposed to be sober?"
You nodded quickly. "Yeah." You rubbed your thumb against the side of the water glass. "I moved here because I thought I'd stop using."
The silence that followed felt uncomfortable. You kept your eyes on the countertop. On the droplets of condensation gathering beneath your glass. Anywhere but her face.
Then Sevika spoke. "And yet you ordered me to give you a line." Her voice remained perfectly level.
That somehow made it worse.
You rolled your eyes immediately. "You could've said no."
One of her brows rose. The expression reminded you of a judge listening to a terrible excuse. "You swore at me."
A laugh escaped you despite yourself. You leaned back against the stool and crossed your arms. "Didn't take you for the submissive type."
The moment the words left your mouth, you knew they were a mistake.
Sevika's eyebrows climbed higher.
Slowly.
Dangerously.
The look she gave you would've probably terrified most people. "Excuse me?" The question came out calm.
You immediately bit back a smile.
Across the counter, Sevika stared at you for several long seconds before letting out a disbelieving breath through her nose.
The conversation had somehow drifted from addiction, drunk driving, and criminal defense into something else entirely.
And judging by the look on her face, she wasn't entirely sure whether she wanted to strangle you or laugh.
You scoffed softly and shook your head.
"Sevika?"
She looked up from the glass of water sitting between you.
The acknowledgment was small. Barely more than a hum.
You leaned back in your chair and studied her for a moment. The evening light spilling through the kitchen windows caught against the silver of her eyes. She looked exhausted from court. From work. From spending the last hour trying to figure you out.
And maybe that was exactly why the question slipped out.
"Do you want to fuck me?"
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tags: soft sevika, implied nsfw, comfort, comfort food, scary movies, literal sleeping together, fluff, insecure sevika, feminine pet names (doll, good girl)
summary: When you receive a strange address from Sevika, you don't know what to think. The extent of your relationship had always just been sex and work, but what if it was more?
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“That’s my good girl,” Sevika mumbles as she slides her pants back on. She gives your ass one last smack, then turns towards the exit.
“Same time next week?”
You move to answer, but Sevika is out the door and halfway down the
comp het Abby Anderson in a highly emotionally dependent friendship with reader where they extremely close and always cuddle and say ‘I love you’ to each other till one day Abby whispers ‘sometimes I wish you were a boy…’ under the covers to reader while they are having a sleepover and then reader pulls away because she’s devastated and heartbroken and Abby has to figure out why and confront the fact that she doesn’t need reader to be a boy and that she already loves her.
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after putting down your baby girl in her room you step back to watch her round plush face softly rise and fall. it’s been a long day; it been two weeks since you and sevika mutually decided it was time to stop breastfeeding. around three months after celebrating her fist birthday, both of you felt that it was time to let your baby grow into a new more independent stage in her life.
that didn’t mean it came with zero cons. each day is now filled with harsh and incessant cries, and even worse your body is still producing milk. routinely you pump in secret as to not rile up your daughter.
blowing your baby one last kiss, you double check to make sure your nanny cam is working before sauntering off to your shared bedroom. your wife laid on her back, the outline of her thick legs outlined by the pale moonlight washing over her toned large body. sevika wore nothing but a small crop top and thin boxer shorts, with so much under-boob you could see where her areolas end.
“oh you finally got her to sleep?” sevika grins up at you.
“i amaze myself sometimes.” you plop next to her, softly wincing from the pain of your full boobs. the fullness making them sway underneath your big tee. sevika wraps a free hand around your lower back, her other hand slightly raised as she watches a youtube livestream of a women’s ufc match—or she tried to, at least.
the problem is the way your boobs looked: they were absolutely agonizing.
although sevika was more neutral about you stopping; she couldn’t lie, she loved how heavy your breast became, or the way your nipples grew and hardened. so badly she wanted to wrap her tongue around your protruding nubs, licking slow flat circles lightly sucking between passes. of course, she’d never attempt anything, she’s too worried that you might judge her for this. in her spare time, whenever your off with the baby sevika is on your large queen bed pounding a thick dildo sniffing your nursing bras. loudly grunting, envisioning the weight of your heavy tits would in her mouth.
physically shaking her head to get rid of her most perverted thoughts., she palms her pussy over the thin fabric of her cotton boxers. you grin over to her, sevika is the most obvious whenever she's turned on. you always know what she wants, and this time is no exception. more than anything, you just wanted her to admit it.
“you watchin’ the fight?” you bite your lip, searching sevika’s face for her shameful answer.
“uhm, yea,” sevika’s face just barely flushes, “it’s just…aren’t you uncomfortable? being so—” sevika gulps.
“full?” you quirk up an eyebrow. sevika lets out a shaky breath,
“yes.”
“y’know, i was talking with some other mom’s and they say messages help with the pain.” you smirk, melting at how sevika’s eyes water with desire.
“o-oh, would you want something like that?”
you giggle, hooking your hand under your thin tee, flipping the shirt off to reveal your full breasts. they were so full you were leaking a fresh stream of milk from both of your engorged nipples.
“oh fuck.” sevika’s hand reaches out to grab them, but she stops midway. her eyes dart from you to your nipples, “you sure?”
"of course baby, it'll help me feel better." you nestle your naked body against sevika's chest, sighing into the feeling of her big hands over your aching breasts.
for a moment the two of you sit in silence, nothing but the faint sound of her live ufc match still coming from her phone. breath hitching, sevika firmly kneads your hard tits in sturdy large circles, making sure to listen to your relaxed sighs to make sure you felt comfortable.
"feel good, my love?"
"mm, yea..." your head lolls to the side facing away from your bulky wife. which is good because sevika can't hide the way her eyes latch onto your nipples when you start leaking unto her steady palms. your milk running down her hands.
“sevika.” your voice darkens.
“yea?" her voice breaks.
“i’ve noticed the way you look at me when i’m like this.”
“i…i just,” sevika licks her lips, voice quivering. she buries her face into the your neck, still massaging. her lips brush against your ear, her voice breatheless.
“i've never been so turned on" sevika trails off, her face hot from embarrassment.
"awe, don't be embarrassed," you coo, guiding her still moving hands over your now sensitive nipples. "take what you want."
as soon as the utterance leaves your lips, sevika spins to face you, her face level to what she needed the most. wasting no time, she pounces on your chest. sucking slow flat circles just as she practiced in her mind so many times. licking up everything that leaked from before and coaxing even more out of you. it's been so long since sevika has touched you in this way, your body burned with horny nostalgia.
"f-fuck, sev!" you grab the back of her head, gripping at the roots of her hair. sevika couldn't bring herself to lift her head from your pulsing nipples; she opted to hungrily moan against you. milk leaked from either side of her mouth, her eyes wide. blissed out completely.
"mm, you're making me feel so good baby." you mewl.
sevika pulls you into her lap, slotting your legs into hers to that your bare cunt is flush against her clothed one. grunting in frustration sevika manages to pull her lips off of you to tear off her own boxers.
"need you now." she mumbles, spreading her legs wide, she uses her fingers to part her lips, revealing her read throbbing clit underneath her thick bush. wordlessly you slot yourself back into her, slowly grinding down on her clit with yours, the feeling instantly making your legs quiver. holding her chin in one hand and your boob in the other, you guide her face back to you.
"keep your hand on me, let me ride you pretty girl."
sevika takes your leaking tit back into her mouth, moaning at the way you taste. her eyes roll to the back of head as you start to grind down faster; each and every one of her nerves on fire.
"you're making such a mess!" you mock, your milk running down sevika's chin only making sevika more desperate for you. the way her pussy squelched against yours.
"you're gonna clean all this up." you hiss. sevika nods eagerly, her legs stuttering. her whines grew louder, only hushed by your large boob in her mouth. her hands still working in slow measured paces, slightly shaking from the overwhelming pleasure.
you stop fighting the growing smirk on your face. "oh, already?"
sevika mumbles out strained, whiny "mmhm!"
you grind at an unforgiving pace, sevika's giant legs trembling against you. her abs intensely flex as her whole body freezes, a quick hard burst of squirt explodes from her. coating the both of you in her thick juices.
greedy, her hips stuttered against you, but not stopping. she unlatches, her eyes pleading.
"please...please more!" her eyebrows furrow upward.
"oh, baby," you take your pointer and your index finger to rub some of her slick off of your stomach. you plunge your finger in her mouth, slightly pushing them in and out as sevika wraps her tongue around your fingers in her most honest attempt at cleaning it all off.
you chuckle, more to yourself than to her. you fully plan on her sucking you dry tonight.
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Lawyer!Sevika x Assistant!Reader ✧Chapter Twelve: Half Naked. Previous Chapter ✧ 3.5k words **MMDNI**
"Get the door," Vi mumbled from somewhere beneath the blankets, her voice thick with sleep.
You groaned and shifted beneath the covers, blinking slowly as consciousness returned. Sometime during the night you'd kicked most of the blankets onto the floor. Your bun had nearly fallen apart as well, leaving loose curls and tangled strands hanging around your face. Another series of knocks rattled through the apartment.
"Alright!" you called hoarsely. "I'm coming!"
The pounding didn't stop.
With a sigh, you pushed yourself out of bed. The oversized t-shirt hanging from your frame slipped slightly off one shoulder as you shuffled across the apartment. Cold air brushed against your bare legs, and you rubbed at your eyes while making your way toward the door. Whoever was on the other side clearly had no intention of leaving.
You unlocked it and pulled it open.
The bright hallway light immediately made you squint.
Sevika stood on the other side.
For a moment your sleep-addled brain struggled to process what you were looking at. The emerald green suit fit her perfectly. The tailored jacket sat neatly across her broad shoulders, and the morning light spilling through the hallway windows caught against the dark fabric. Her silver eyes looked impossibly bright against her skin, and her dark hair had already been clipped back into place.
She looked completely awake.
Completely put together.
The exact opposite of you.
You rubbed your eyes again and squinted up at her. "Aren't I off today?"
Sevika nodded once before drawing in a breath. "I realized this case is going to require considerably more paperwork than I originally anticipated. I thought I might offer an on-site cash bonus if you came in and handled it."
Your exhaustion vanished almost immediately.
Extra cash?
"Sure," you said without hesitation. "I just need to get ready."
To your surprise, the corner of her mouth twitched upward. "You have about an hour."
Your brows shot up. "So you planned this?"
"No, I—" The words stopped abruptly.
You frowned.
Sevika wasn't looking at you anymore.
Her eyes had shifted past your shoulder toward the bed.
Toward Vi.
Your confusion only deepened.
"Come in," you said. "I'll make coffee."
Still half asleep, you stepped aside and allowed her inside.
Behind you, Vi finally stirred properly. The blonde rolled onto her back and squinted toward the front door before suddenly sitting upright.
"Sev?" she asked, shocked. "What the fuck are you doing here?"
Sevika lowered herself onto the couch with a grunt. "This is my employee."
Vi stared at her. Then she looked at you. Then back at Sevika.
Her eyebrows slowly climbed higher. "Then why are you at her apartment this early?"
The room grew strangely quiet.
You wandered toward the kitchen, oblivious to whatever was happening behind you. The coffee maker gurgled as you filled it, and the familiar smell began spreading through the apartment.
"I thought I'd offer extra work," Sevika replied.
The answer sounded perfectly reasonable.
At least to you.
A few minutes later, Vi wandered into the kitchen wearing nothing but boxers and a hastily pulled-on shirt. Her hair pointed in every direction. She accepted the mug you handed her and immediately took a sip.
"Why didn't you call?" she asked.
Sevika pinched the bridge of her nose.
"I don't have her number."
Vi barked out a laugh. "You don't have her number?"
"No." Sevika murmured.
"Then how do you know where she lives?" She plopped onto the couch beside Sevika, spreading out comfortably while sipping her coffee.
For the first time, Sevika seemed genuinely caught off guard. Her jaw tightened. Her eyes drifted briefly over Vi before snapping away again.
The tension was obvious to anyone paying attention.
Unfortunately, neither of you were.
You were busy digging through your closet trying to find clean clothes, and Vi was far too entertained by the entire situation to notice she was sitting beside a woman who looked one poorly chosen sentence away from committing a felony.
You hurried into the bathroom and tugged your shirt over your head, tossing it onto the counter before reaching for a plain black bra. Time was already slipping away. You barely had enough to get yourself presentable, let alone worry about changing everything. After fastening the bra, you immediately grabbed your toothbrush and began brushing your teeth, moving around the small bathroom while mentally running through everything you still needed to do.
You didn't bother changing your underwear.
There wasn't time.
A minute later, you wandered back into the apartment with the toothbrush still hanging from your mouth. The cold air brushed against your skin as you crossed toward your dresser.
Sevika's eyes widened.
Across the room, Vi sat comfortably on the couch with a mug of coffee balanced in one hand and the television remote in the other. She flipped lazily through channels before glancing toward Sevika from the corner of her eye. The smirk that spread across her face was immediate.
You remained completely oblivious.
Bent over in front of your dresser, you pulled open drawers and searched for something appropriate to wear. Court meant professionalism. More importantly, it meant representing Sevika well. Eventually you settled on a fitted black long-sleeve blouse and a dark pencil skirt. A pair of simple kitten heels would work well enough.
As you gathered the outfit into your arms, you found yourself glancing briefly toward Sevika.
You wished you had suits like hers.
Everything she wore looked expensive and sharp. Confident. Effortless.
Sometimes you wished you leaned more into that side of yourself. The more androgynous side. The side that felt stronger than soft blouses and careful makeup. But every time you tried, you ended up second-guessing yourself halfway through.
With your clothes gathered against your chest, you disappeared back into the bathroom.
The sound of conversation drifted through the door while you got ready, though between the running water, the buzzing in your ears from rushing, and your own movements, you couldn't make out what either woman was saying.
You focused on your reflection instead.
Your hair was still curled from the night before. Thankfully it hadn't completely fallen. After brushing through it, you pinned most of it into a professional bun, leaving a few loose strands around your face to soften it. Then came your makeup. Nothing dramatic. Just enough concealer, mascara, and color to look awake.
Once that was done, you pulled on your stockings, buttoned the blouse, stepped into the skirt, and slipped into your heels.
The final touch was lipstick.
You tossed the tube into your purse before taking one last look in the mirror.
Good enough.
When you emerged from the bathroom, both women looked up.
"Alright," you said with a long exhale.
You grabbed a lint roller from the counter and quickly ran it over your clothes.
Something felt strange.
Your eyes shifted between them.
Vi looked amused.
Sevika looked furious.
Your brow furrowed.
Had something happened while you were getting ready?
You glanced toward Vi again. She only smirked and tilted her head. Meanwhile, Sevika sat stiffly on the couch, shoulders tight, her expression unreadable except for the irritation radiating from her.
Your stomach tightened.
Oh God.
Was this about last night?
Had she changed her mind?
Was she embarrassed?
Did she regret almost sleeping with you?
Maybe walking around half-dressed hadn't helped.
The thought settled heavily in your chest.
You swallowed hard and adjusted your purse strap.
Neither woman offered an explanation.
Eventually Sevika stood.
You followed.
When you reached the doorway, you paused and looked back toward Vi. "Hey."
She glanced up. "What's up?"
You motioned vaguely toward the apartment. "Stay as long as you want. Just make sure you lock up."
Vi saluted with two fingers. "No problem."
You started closing the door before pausing again. "Oh. And can you feed Franklin for me?"
Franklin lifted his head from the couch at the sound of his name.
Vi laughed. "Got it, babe."
You blinked.
"Okay..." you said with an awkward chuckle.
Then, just as the door was swinging shut, Vi called after you. "See you later!"
"Bye." You smiled despite your confusion.
The moment the door clicked closed behind you, the smile faded.
Sevika stood waiting in the hallway with her hands tucked into her pockets, her expression still carved from stone.
You hesitated. "Are you ready?"
She nodded once.
Stiffly.
Without another word, she turned and started walking toward the elevator.
You hurried after her, increasingly convinced you'd missed an entire conversation while brushing your teeth.
The elevator ride was painfully quiet.
You stood beside Sevika with your purse hanging from one shoulder, absently twisting the strap between your fingers while the floors ticked by above the door. The fluorescent lights reflected off the brushed metal walls around you, and for the first time that morning you actually looked at her.
Really looked at her.
Your eyes drifted to the expensive watch sitting on her wrist. The face gleamed beneath the elevator lights, undoubtedly worth more than your monthly rent. Probably several months of it.
You stared at it for a moment before glancing up at her. "Do we have time to get coffee?"
Sevika's eyes shifted toward you immediately. One eyebrow rose as she slid a hand into her pocket. "Are you asking me to buy you coffee?"
You shrugged and looked away casually, though your stomach was still slightly twisted from whatever strange mood she'd been in all morning.
"No." You paused. "But if you want to, that'd be nice."
A slow breath escaped through her nose.
Then she smiled.
Not warmly.
The smile looked almost amused. "Vi didn't offer?"
Your brows immediately pulled together. "What?"
"Coffee." She tilted her head as she whispered it.
You stared at her.
For a second you genuinely wondered if you'd missed part of the conversation.
"No?" You let out a scoff and shook your head. "I'll get my own coffee then."
The elevator doors slid open.
Before she could step out first like she always did, you walked past her.
The change was small.
Petty.
Childish, maybe.
But you were annoyed.
Your heels clicked sharply against the lobby floor as you headed toward the building entrance without waiting for her. Usually she was the one setting the pace while you hurried after her. Today you pushed through the front doors first.
And you didn't hold them open.
The cool morning air hit your face immediately.
You crossed your arms tightly over your chest and waited at the crosswalk while traffic rolled through the intersection. A bus groaned past. Somewhere farther down the street someone honked their horn.
A moment later Sevika appeared beside you. You could feel her looking down at you. "Are you pouting?" She asked amused.
You rolled your eyes so hard it almost hurt.
The crosswalk signal finally changed.
"No," you said, immediately sounding like someone who was absolutely pouting. "But you're being awfully rude for a boss who called me into work on a day she promised I'd have off."
You started across the street before she could answer.
The sound of her loafers followed beside you.
Neither of you spoke again until you reached her car.
The black Mercedes sat waiting near the curb, polished enough to reflect the morning sunlight. You stopped beside the passenger door and stared at the handle.
You stopped beside the passenger door and simply stood there, your purse hanging from one shoulder while you stared pointedly at the handle. The morning air brushed against your face, carrying the scent of rain-soaked pavement and car exhaust from the street beyond. You didn't say a word.
You didn't have to.
After a few seconds, Sevika realized exactly what you were doing.
Her brows slowly climbed upward.
The look she gave you was somewhere between disbelief and irritation.
"Oh, for fuck's sake." The curse left her under her breath as she hurried around the front of the Mercedes. Sunlight flashed briefly across the windshield as she moved.
She reached the passenger side and yanked the door open with far more force than necessary.
You smiled sweetly.
Then you climbed inside.
The leather seat was cool beneath you as you settled in, smoothing your skirt over your thighs and placing your purse in your lap. The scent of the car surrounded you immediately. Leather, expensive cologne, and the faint lingering trace of cigar smoke that always seemed to follow Sevika wherever she went.
The door shut with a heavy thunk.
A moment later, Sevika rounded the front of the vehicle and slid into the driver's seat. She looked thoroughly unimpressed as she pulled the door closed behind her. The Mercedes hummed softly to life when she inserted the key and turned it. The engine purred beneath you, smooth and expensive.
You watched her adjust the rearview mirror.
Then the side mirror.
Then her grip on the steering wheel.
The silence stretched.
You turned toward her in your seat, studying the sharp line of her jaw and the tension lingering in her shoulders.
"Seriously," you said at last, narrowing your eyes. "What's your problem?"
For a moment she didn't answer.
She simply stared through the windshield while her fingers tightened slightly around the steering wheel.
Then she shrugged. "I didn't realize you had your girlfriend over."
The words settled between you.
For a second, your brain seemed to stop working.
You stared at her.
Then you blinked.
Once.
Twice.
The realization slowly spread across your face as all the strange comments from the morning suddenly clicked into place. The coffee question. The attitude. The cold shoulder. The way she'd looked at Vi when she walked into your apartment.
Oh.
Oh my God.
A laugh escaped before you could stop it.
Then another.
Within seconds you were completely losing it.
You doubled over in your seat, one hand clutching your stomach while the other covered your mouth in a failed attempt to contain yourself. Your shoulders shook violently as laughter spilled out of you. The more you thought about it, the worse it became.
Tears gathered in the corners of your eyes.
"You thought—" you gasped, trying and failing to catch your breath. "You thought Vi was my girlfriend?"
Another burst of laughter hit you immediately.
Your forehead nearly touched your knees.
The entire situation was so absurd that it bordered on unbelievable. All morning you'd been trying to figure out what had put Sevika in such a foul mood, convinced you'd somehow offended her without realizing it.
And all along she'd been jealous.
The realization only made you laugh harder.
Across from you, Sevika remained perfectly still behind the steering wheel, her jaw tightening more with every sound that left your mouth.
That did absolutely nothing to help.
In fact, seeing her expression only made it worse.
"I don't know what you're talking about." Sevika kept her eyes fixed firmly on the road ahead as she spoke. The words came out a little too quickly, a little too stiffly. Her hands remained locked around the steering wheel, knuckles pressing faintly against the leather.
You stared at her.
Then you laughed again.
Not as hard as before, but enough that your shoulders shook. "You absolutely do."
A muscle jumped in her jaw. "I don't."
You leaned back in your seat and turned fully toward her, one arm draped across the center console as a grin spread across your face.
"You thought I slept with Vi." You teased lowly.
The silence that followed was deafening.
Sevika's grip tightened immediately.
You watched her fingers flex against the steering wheel.
Watched her stare even harder through the windshield.
"Whatever you have going on with Vi is none of my business," Sevika said flatly as she turned the wheel. "I'm just your boss."
You snorted and folded your arms across your chest before sinking farther into the leather seat.
"Yeah, sure." The city rolled past outside the windows while you shook your head. "I don't think bosses do what you did yesterday."
Sevika's eyes flicked toward you briefly before returning to the road. "I wouldn't have if I'd known about you and Vi."
You let out an exasperated laugh and dragged a hand down your face. "Why are you insisting I'm with her?"
Her brow furrowed immediately. "Because she was half-naked." She glanced at you again. "And so were you."
You groaned and leaned your head back against the seat. "Oh my God."
The courthouse came into view ahead of you, its stone exterior catching the morning sunlight. Sevika guided the Mercedes into the parking lot while you stared at her in disbelief.
"Cait broke up with her," you explained. "She was upset, so I let her sleep over." You let out a small chuckle and shook your head. "That's literally all that happened."
The car slowed into a parking space.
For a moment, Sevika said nothing. Her expression shifted almost imperceptibly.
The tension that had been sitting in her shoulders since she'd arrived at your apartment seemed to ease. Her mouth twitched slightly, like she was trying very hard not to react.
You noticed immediately.
A smile spread across your face.
"Don't worry." You reached over and lightly touched her forearm. "Vi and I are nothing but friends." Your voice softened. "Just friends."
Sevika exhaled slowly through her nose.
The crease between her brows finally disappeared.
You couldn't help smiling wider.
The reaction was impossible to miss.
Without looking directly at you, she reached into her pocket and pulled out her keys along with her credit card. She placed both into your hand before finally meeting your eyes again.
"Go get us coffee." Her tone was perfectly professional.
Unfortunately for her, the faint hint of relief on her face had already given her away.
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Things That Stay | Chapter Seven
Abby x f!reader
give love a try.
tags: mual confessions, fear of commitment, emotional Hurt/Comfort, everyone saw it coming, choosing to try, emotional intimacy.
word count: 2K
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Your hands were still clutching Abby’s damp hoodie while she held your waist as if she still couldn’t quite believe this was really happening.
And honestly, neither of you seemed to be thinking much anymore.
After weeks of holding yourselves back, everything felt far too intense to stop now.
Abby kissed you again the moment you landed on the couch.
Slower this time.
But somehow worse.
Because there was no doubt behind the kiss anymore. Only pent-up need. Her lips moving against yours with a soft desperation that made your heart pound violently in your chest.
Your fingers ended up tangled in her hair, still slightly damp from the rain, and Abby let out a small sound against your mouth that made something inside you completely melt.
God.
You had wanted this for far too long.
And clearly Abby had too.
Because every time she kissed you, it felt like someone who had spent weeks trying not to.
Her hands slid slowly up your waist, uncertain for only a moment before pulling you a little closer.
Then Abby pulled away just a few inches.
Only to breathe.
Only to look at you.
The air between you felt too warm. Too full of things.
Your lips were swollen.
Abby’s hair slightly messy.
Both of you breathing too fast.
And yet, the first thing that appeared on Abby’s face wasn’t desire.
It was fear.
Small.
But there.
You noticed it immediately.
Because Abby always seemed to do that. Allow herself something good only to get scared of it a second later.
“Hey...” you murmured softly, still much too close to her.
Abby let out a nervous little laugh and rested her forehead against yours.
“I don’t know what I’m doing.”
The confession came out almost embarrassed.
And honestly, hearing Abby—Abby, who always tried to keep everything under control—sound that vulnerable broke your heart a little.
You slowly lifted a hand to her face.
“You don’t have to know.”
Abby closed her eyes the moment she felt your fingers against her skin.
And for a second she simply stayed there.
Breathing.
As if she was trying to convince herself she was allowed to have this.
Allowed to have you.
“Lev…” she murmured suddenly, still resting her forehead against yours.
Not as rejection.
Never as rejection.
More like guilt.
Like fear.
Your fingers brushed softly over her cheek.
“Abby, look at me.”
She slowly lifted her gaze.
And God.
She looked so scared.
“You’re not doing anything wrong.”
Something in her expression seemed to crack.
Because she had probably needed to hear that for a very long time.
“It’s just…” Abby swallowed. “I can’t be irresponsible with him.”
“You’re not.”
“What if this ends badly?”
The question came out quiet.
Honest.
And there it was.
The center of everything.
Not fear for herself.
For Lev.
Always Lev.
Because Abby could survive getting hurt herself if she had to. She had done it before. But the idea of someone entering their lives and then disappearing...
That terrified her.
Your hands slowly moved down until your fingers intertwined with hers.
“I’m not going to ask for something you can’t give me.”
Abby watched you silently.
“And I don’t want to become another burden for you.” you admitted quietly.
That made Abby frown immediately.
“What?”
You let out a small sigh.
“Sometimes you look so tired that...” You swallowed. “I don’t know. I worry about making things harder for you.”
Abby’s expression changed instantly.
As if hearing that genuinely hurt her.
“You have never felt like a burden.”
She said it so quickly. So sincerely.
And before you could answer, Abby kissed you again.
This time differently.
Softer.
Slower.
As if she wanted to make something clear that she still struggled to say out loud.
Your fingers found her clothes again while Abby pulled herself closer, settling between your legs on the couch without stopping the kiss for a second.
Outside, the storm continued pounding against the windows.
But inside your apartment, everything felt reduced to her.
To her hands trembling slightly against your waist.
The way she sighed against your lips.
How she seemed caught between wanting to move closer and being afraid to truly let herself do it.
Your hands slipped beneath Abby’s hoodie almost without realizing it.
The small gasp that escaped her made both of you freeze for a second.
Not awkward.
Just intense.
Abby rested her forehead against your shoulder while trying to catch her breath.
Then she let out a small, utterly disbelieving laugh.
“I can’t believe this is happening.”
That made you smile as you slowly rubbed her back.
“Is that a bad?”
Abby lifted her head immediately.
“No.”
Much too quickly.
That drew a small laugh from you.
A few seconds later Abby was laughing too, though she still looked emotionally overwhelmed in an almost adorable way.
And honestly, that was what completely destroyed you.
Because even like this—with her kissing you breathless, her hands still gripping your waist and clearly wanting nothing more than to keep doing it—Abby was still worrying.
Still thinking about Lev.
About you.
About how not to hurt anyone.
And maybe that was when you realized there was no way out of this without falling completely in love with her.
Abby kissed you slowly again after that.
As if now that she had finally crossed the line, she no longer knew how to stop.
Your hands remained beneath her hoodie, tracing slow circles across the warm skin of her back while Abby practically melted on top of you between shaky breaths.
And God.
Everything about her felt like it had been restrained for far too long.
The way she sighed against your mouth whenever your fingers brushed her waist.
The way her hands gripped your clothes as if she needed constant proof that you were still there.
The way she kept kissing you again and again, even after pulling away for only a few seconds.
There was no rush.
Only accumulated longing.
Affection.
Need.
Abby eventually buried her face against your neck while you slowly stroked her damp hair.
“This is really unfair.” she murmured against your skin.
You let out a soft laugh.
“What?”
“That I like you this much.”
That made your heart feel completely lost inside your chest.
Your fingers slid up the back of her neck until she lifted her head to look at you again.
And honestly, Abby had never looked more beautiful.
Messy.
Tired.
Her lips slightly swollen from so many kisses.
But most of all... happy.
Even if there was still fear behind her eyes.
There probably always would be.
“You’re not exactly helping either.” you admitted quietly.
Abby smiled.
A small, disbelieving smile.
As if she still struggled to process that you really liked her back.
Then she kissed you again.
Deeper this time.
Your hands found her shoulders while Abby practically sighed into your mouth, pulling you even closer if that was somehow possible.
The whole world seemed reduced to that.
To her lips moving slowly against yours.
To soft touches at your waist.
To desperate little tugs on clothing between long, clumsy kisses.
All the affection that had built up between you over months finally finding somewhere to stay.
Eventually, you ended up curled together on the couch while the storm outside began to calm.
Abby lay partially on top of you, absentmindedly tracing lines across your arm while the two of you tried to catch your breath.
Then the silence returned.
But this time it wasn’t uncomfortable.
Just important.
“You scare me so much.” Abby admitted quietly.
Your heart tightened.
“That sounded terrible.”
Abby let out a tired laugh.
“No, wait—not like that.”
She lifted her head slightly to look at you.
“I mean...” She swallowed. “It’s been a long time since I’ve wanted something this much.”
Your fingers brushed gently across her cheek.
And for the first time since you had known her, Abby didn’t hide behind exhaustion or jokes.
She was simply honest.
“And I think that terrifies me a little.”
You watched her quietly for a few seconds.
Then smiled.
“Me too.”
That made Abby let out a soft laugh before closing her eyes and resting her forehead against your shoulder again.
“But I want to try.” she murmured.
Something warm spread through your chest.
“Yeah?”
Abby nodded.
“Yeah.” Her fingers automatically found yours. “I don’t know how to do this perfectly. Honestly, I’ll probably mess up a lot.”
“Me too.”
“But...” Abby looked up again. “I want it to work.”
The sincerity in her voice almost destroyed you.
Because Abby never made empty promises.
She never had.
So when you said,
“Then let’s do our best.”
She kissed you again as if those words meant far more than either of you could put into language.
Telling Dina and Ellie turned out to be much less dramatic than expected.
Mainly because they already knew.
Or at least suspected it very strongly.
“I literally bet money on this.” Ellie announced the moment Abby finally admitted it one afternoon at the café.
Abby’s eyes widened.
“What?”
“Thirty dollars” Dina confirmed proudly while wiping down the counter.
“You bet on us?!” you asked in shock.
“In our defense” Ellie said, raising her hands, “it was painfully obvious.”
You were so red you could barely look at Abby without wanting to crawl under a table.
And honestly, Abby wasn’t much better.
But Dina noticed something immediately.
The way Abby looked now.
Lighter.
As if she had finally stopped carrying part of the weight she had been carrying alone for years.
And it genuinely made Dina want to cry a little.
Because Abby deserved this.
She deserved rest.
Affection.
Someone who looked at her with as much tenderness as you did.
The truly important part came afterward.
Lev.
Abby spent days worrying about how to tell him.
“I don’t know why I’m so nervous.” she muttered one night while pacing around your kitchen.
“Because you love him so much.”
“Exactly.”
But honestly, it turned out to be much simpler than Abby imagined.
It happened on a quiet afternoon.
J.J. was upstairs playing video games with Ellie while Lev colored at one of the café tables.
You sat beside him helping him choose colors for a completely blue dinosaur when Abby finally decided it was now or never.
She slowly sat down beside you.
“Buddy” she called softly.
Lev looked up immediately.
Abby swallowed.
And for a second, it felt terrifying again.
Because this was Lev.
The most important person in her entire life.
Her son.
But then you slowly reached for her hand beneath the table.
And Abby breathed.
“Remember when I told you that some people love each other in special ways?”
Lev nodded, still holding a blue crayon in his small fingers.
“Well...” Abby smiled nervously. “I think I care about her a lot.”
Lev immediately looked at you.
Then back at Abby.
Processing everything with complete childhood seriousness.
After a few seconds, he simply asked:
“Like when you hug a lot?”
You had to bite the inside of your cheek to keep from laughing.
So did Abby.
“Yeah” she answered softly. “Something like that.”
Lev seemed to think for another moment.
Then calmly returned to his drawing.
“Okay.”
Abby blinked.
“...Okay?”
“Yeah.” Lev shrugged his small shoulders. “She was already ours.”
The silence that followed lasted exactly two seconds before Abby felt her heart completely break apart inside her chest.
Because God.
Sometimes children said the simplest things in the most devastating ways.
You barely managed to glance at Abby before seeing her completely emotionally wrecked.
And honestly, you weren’t doing much better.
Lev, completely unaware of the emotional damage he had just caused, held up his blue dinosaur again.
“Now help me with this one.”
And while you took the crayon from his hands with a small laugh, Abby simply watched the two of you.
Both of you.
Her people.
For the first time in a very long time, the fear and exhaustion were still there.
But they no longer felt bigger than everything else.
Because sitting in that warm little café, watching Lev lean over his drawing while you smiled beside him, Abby finally understood something important.
Maybe love would never feel completely safe.
But maybe that didn’t mean it wasn’t worth trying anyway.
Dividers credits: @huraxy-dividers @stu-died
a/n: The end has come sooner than I thought haha, well I really hope you enjoyed it, it's my first relatively long fic.
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