I KNEW IT I KNEW YA

my century long digital sleep has ended again but im in exam season so idk if i am going to be very active but i'm back? i lowkey got depressed and had a two months long existential crisis but anyways life update im now in biomedicine at unimelb and on swotvac study vacation but none of this chemistry makes sense and i hate biology and i have lost hope but whatevs i will be getting back into writing and digital stuff hopefully after exams finish (holidays for one month before this sisyphean shit starts back up again and life continues)

uh. the rpc is so draining rn for some reason again. i love people but i also hate talking but also love talking like it's so weird. also sometimes when i get oorp msgs that i haven't responded to i feel like i can't show that i'm active through posting even though i've drafted some rp replies... ? otherwise i might hurt the person's feelings or make them think i'm purposefully ignoring them?? i am grateful for my mutuals though and it's definitely not smth like i don't want to respond, i just don't have social battery anymore

girl i wrote a whole ass essay for a plotting thread and this person just replied 'YESSS'

i love the celebrations that go on outside of my house every time midnight on new year's hits. the screaming across balconies & cheers even though nobody knows each other!!!! i love it i love it i love it

happy new year!!

there is a fucking splitting headache at my temples threatening to gauge my eyeballs out rn

there's a kookaburra on my neighbour's 16-floor balcony !?