mad women apologist

lena dunham drives me crazy. she was 23 when she wrote girls. and i'm... drunk in panties on a couch? not doing anything? i might have to get my shit together fr

they should invent someone that actually knows what they want and follow through on what they say and dont make me wonder if im actually wanted or not

being someone with very intense and realistic dreams (let's not mention the substances that make it worse) and watching lynch's films is. an experience. i should write more

being a tween and teen resenting your mom only to grow up to become 1) exactly like her 2) understand her so much and 3) being closer to her than pretty much anyone else in your life is not for the weak. id be so lost without her but at the same time id want her to understand more. she gets me and i get her but i wish everything was different

sometimes you think you found it and you're so happy. and then time passes and you realise that maybe you havent. and it sucks

misty quigley as the weird autistic girl in middle and high school. i get you way more than feels comfortable. every single thing you ever did i understand. we're in the same boat girl

i was born and raised in france and have been fantasizing about living abroad for pretty much all of my life. ive been living in england since january and will most likely move there for an indefinate amount of time in september. and yet. i find myself having the stupidest food cravings. give me some confit de canard. give me a couscous. give me a french tacos. give me merguez. give me a jambon beurre. give me actually good pastries and cakes. give me paté. give me cheese. im going insane to the point im craving a cassoulet

ive always had a lot of empathy and respect for addicts, but weaning my antidepressants again is only deepening it. i quit cold turkey three times in the past, last year was hell but i was using benzos to make it manageable. this year im doing it properly, and the flu-like symptoms wrecked my body, ive been an emotional mess and unable to leave my bed for a few days straight. nobody is stronger than addiction and substances, and not realising how hard it is to get off highly addictive products is just stupid and delusional. in short: dont be an idiot dickhead and live in the real world

i think lottie mathews' sexuality cannot be reduced to a label, simply because everything about her is so intertwined to her time in the wildnerness that she is unable to form a deep emotional bond with anyone that didn't experience it. but also the only person she has ever been in love with is shauna

handed in the almost final version of my master's thesis. was just told i was accepted in a masters program in london that i desperately wanted. it's actually crazy how good life can be sometimes

trying to decide which specific succession scene i should analyse as a case study for my master's thesis....... boar on the floor....? id castrate you and marry you in a heartbeat......? something mattson related...........? when logan tells shiv she will be ceo...............?

thinking about the guy who was hitting on me at the gay bar couple weeks ago. he said he was in love with me and i was convinced he was gay. got so surprised when he asked for my instagram that my friend heard me from across the room. five minutes later he was making out with a girl that i ended up dancing all up close and personal with right in front of him. i hope this diva is okay.

rewatching boar on the floor tipsy and. gang rape corrective rape humiliation analogy and it's so sick and twisted and hegemonic masculinity and fuck jesse armstrong you did it AGAIN

tomgreg drives me crazy because it's not romantic but also it IS?? it's about patriarchy and male domination and "i'd castrate you and marry you in a heartbeat" because tom is not "the man" or "wearing the pants" in his relationship with shiv so he needs an outlet and a dynamic in which he Is the one in power but also he's so protective over greg in a way that is so unnecessary but the second he loses power over him he freaks out but is it jealousy or is it the fact that he isnt the dominating one Once more......? there's So much about them and it's all sick and twisted and it's. i wish they went to prison together and pulled a gallavich