im going to get weird

She honestly thought that she'd be just fine without sex. Just fine! She never cared for it too much, after all, not even after this relationship with Ren started. (Not even after he kind of got fixated? A little? With his mouth? On her pussy?)

But he's such a tease. Slipping vibrating toys inside her dripping wet chastity belt, making out with her tits, jerking off to porn with her right next to him. The intense stuff, too, with the hitting each other and all that, and it's started to make False's pussy drool just to think about, make her clit throb with need.

Or, worse, him making her wear a skirt–typically not her deal–and then taking off her panties in the car, unlocking her chastity belt, and they go for a date where False isn't allowed to slip off to the bathroom. Where she just has to sit with a empty pussy dripping into fabric or a chair and maybe a strong breeze wouldn't show all of her to the world but it sure feels like it!

Or.

Or worse.

"Do you want to cum? Is that it?" Ren trails the sound around her slit, up and down. "This'll be the only way to do it."

It's just hard for False to admit, though, even now. It's just. <em>Hard</em>.

His other hand rests on her thigh, rubs little circles into the skin. Comforting. He always at least tries to comfort her.

"Touch me?" False tries.

"I am!"

His faux innocent demeanor is kind of killing her. Making her throb. "With, um, the sound? Inside me?"

"Sure, baby," Ren purrs. Slots the metal inside her, so easily, just a hint of a burn. "See? What's the harm in asking?"

It slips in all the way, and then stills.

Ren starts groping his cock through his shorts, pulling them down, showing how hard he's getting. False–she thinks she likes it. Um, his dick. Um, maybe–maybe it inside him, but she's still too shy to ask.

She reaches down to try to move the sound inside herself, but–

"Mm, no, no," Ren murmurs. "This is letting go, False. No more control. Hand all that over to me. I'll give you permission if you ask, but you must ask first!"

False swallows, that neediness making her want to make some embarrassing noise. "Could you–um... do things, um, to the sound?"

"Like what?"

False is quiet, her face burning red.

"Fuck it in and out of you?" Ren asks. "Treat your little peehole like a pussy, since you can't ask for my cock inside you?"

She nods a few times.

"Mm?"

It's so embarrassing, how badly she needs to regain composure. "Yes, Ren."

"Yes, what?"

False is still flushing. "P-please pull it in and out of me..."

Ren laughs at her, starts to do just as she asked, pace slow and leisured. "Uh, huh. You're still just so far off, huh... Poor Falsie, too embarrassed to even say 'fuck'. Guess no cumming for you tonight, either..."

False winds up getting brought to the edge twice. And then the sound gets taken out, his cum splattered all over her pussy, and the belt gets put back on.

"Eventually, you're gonna crumble for me fully, aren'tcha, baby," Ren murmurs in her ear that night, False empty and aching and needy, she's so needy. "We all know it. Just a matter of when."

Which means False needs to hold on.

No cumming, no nothing.

For as long as possible.

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cw : pregnancy / pregnant sex

WOW i spent way too long on this. erm. oh well!! at least it looks nice!!!!! it was originally just meant to be a sketch but at some point i think i just entered a flow state i could not escape from

i’m really proud of the shading and stuff though i kinda ate with that <3