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If you think you can just walk back into my life after treating me like shit you’re sadly mistaken. because fuck that shit I will never put myself through your bullshit again

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My life in words... seriously

I've been really trying to make this so called relationship work and take a step forward here or there but he makes it impossible. At times I feel like he only wants me for the attention I give him and once his real girl starts texting him he will just leave me out in the woods. I don't even know if there is another girl but sometimes it feels like it. If I say something to him it will just rock the boat and that's something I just don't feel like doing tbh. I told him I was scared of what we could be and it feels like he just sits there laughing because he knows he is screwing with me and will drop me any second. This is why I have trust issues

When a babysitter text you the night before and expects you to wake up at 7am to babysit devil children for only two hours you think yeah it's money why not but then you only get paid a $10😂 I was really expecting at least a $20. Just my luck. Never again.

When you meet a guy you like it's suppose to be easy. The conversation is suppose to flow. He's suppose to just want you back. It's not suppose to be games and always checking to see if he texted you back or opens your snapchat yet. He suppose to ask you on a date come up to your door and meet your parents not just text "here" when he pulls in your drive. And when you finally meet this guy Your suppose to automatically trust him. I mean he hasn't done anything to jeopardize that yet right? But wait isn't he known as a player and someone that is always seeking attention weather it's the girl he is in a relationship with or not. He can never be alone, it's just not his style. You just ignored all that because he's with you now. It's not just some other girl anymore, it's YOU. but in reality that is no difference to him, thats what was going through every other girls head when he texted them too. When he said they were beautiful. When he said they were the one. When he said that nothing could pull him apart. When he said he couldn't make it to dinner tonight, as a matter of fact he couldn't make it last week either. He's stopped calling you every night, he's been hanging with his "boys" more often. He's been secretly seeing her. She's you now. She's going to get pulled into his dark cycle. She's going to be told she's the one. She's going to think the same way you did. He's a player but now it's her it's not just any other girl. Little does she know she's next to be told "it's not you its me" or when he gets caught "I'm sorry I was drunk I should have never cheated it will never happen again I swear" but she doesn't see it and it happens to her anyway. Nobody warned her.