She hides her pain in poetry. She hides her pain in pages. She hides her pain in threads of thoughts. She hides her pain in the sky full of stars.
Yet people never call her brave- always questions her's bravery.
-saniya
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She hides her pain in poetry. She hides her pain in pages. She hides her pain in threads of thoughts. She hides her pain in the sky full of stars.
Yet people never call her brave- always questions her's bravery.
-saniya

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Sometimes, on nights like this, when my daughter is half-asleep and half-irritated, I wonder — Will she grow up to be like me? Half-lost, half-anxious, half-carrying her sorrows inside. Will she, too, pick up a pen one day, sit in some corner of the house, and start writing the things she could never say to me?
Or —
Will she become better than me? Bolder than me? Someone who lives so openly that sorrow never finds her. Someone who never has to lock her desires in a box, hidden from me. Someone who walks to me whenever she wants, who wakes me from sleep without fear, just to ask me anything. Will she truly be my opposite — fearless, and better?
June— a healing season—
It’s the only month that feels like an exhale. No judgments. No noise. Children free from school bells, ice cream melting down your wrist without shame, where you can go to your dream destination. And somewhere in all of it...you meet a version of yourself you forgot existed.
-saniya heraesthetictales

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"All of my time with you was brilliant. Because the days were good, because they weren't, because they were just right, I loved every one of them."
-Kim Shin, kdrama; The Goblin
Love has so many definitions —
For some, love is a myth — a story too soft to survive in this world. For others it's the only truth that exists.
For some, love is a poison dressed as a promise. For others it's the only last holy thing left.
Some people hate the word love where some worship it like a prayer.
Same FOUR letters— different scars, different salvation.
-saniya heraesthetictales
When Rumi said—
Don't you know yet ?It is your light that lights the world.
And, we all know this in our bones and muscles — that karma keeps the receipt. You might forget that you had a payment of your deed but karma will never it will take so many other forms to reach at your feet.
— saniya, heraesthetictales_
"God filled her with oceans of everything, but taught her to be a mountain. So the words stay trapped wet heavy and silent beneath the rock."
-saniya, heraesthetictales

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Fading without Being touched/Held
what about the lines of those hands that never even know how long, how far, or with whom they were supposed to walk, stay, laugh, cry —
the lines that were meant to belong to someone but never even find a single hand to hold what happens to those hands in the end ?
When they were fading away with the time without ever tasting the happiness without ever feeling love ?
-saniya, heraesthetictales
"All these moments one day will evolve into treasure the most beautiful one—that sometimes we'll open it but only with a closed one."
-saniya heraesthetictales
The ocean never demands for time to anyone to fix the chaos a violent storm did, it doesn't beg to be calm, it settles itself.
Quite. Clear. Beautiful again— all on its own time.
—saniya heraesthetictales
Roaming through Overthinking—
"Roaming on the streets of overthinking, and stopping at every possible crossroads that looks like to lead me to peace and self-love"
-saniya heraesthetictales
The Unreason to Smile
When I am able to get reasons for sadness, then why would I never get an unreason to smile? It's like the universe is playing a tricky game, showing me the hidden shadows but hiding all the visible sparkles.
-saniya, heraesthetictales

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Every mirror is a courtroom—
when you see your reflection in any mirror you pass, the trial begins. All at once you recall each bruise you carry, each wound you gave.
You start to fear yourself of who you are — you want to hide from your own eyes, terrifying at the person you see.
But how far can you flee? Mirrors line every wall, and every one of them sees you.
-saniya heraesthetictales
Myself died quietly, many years ago
"I keep remembering the same thought, am i really the girl who I was a year, two years, three years ago, or in all the years before that.
And the answer remains the same — no."
-saniya heraesthetictales