Hendelicioux

“Can you come over”

“No why”

“I miss you” you smile as you read marks text.

“You smell really good”

“Alright I think it’s time for you to leave.” Jisung said as his members started piling

into the dorm. This was the third time this week he had kicked you out when his members came home. As you walked to the door he didn’t hold your hand or place his on the small of you back like he always did when you guys walked anywhere.

You felt embarrassed when you reached the door and he pushed you out with no ‘I love you’ or goodbye kiss. You had finally concluded that he was embarrassed of you.

You walked home in shame. He hadn’t introduced you to his members yet and it seemed like he had no plans to at this point. You would understand if it was one month into the relationship but it’s been 7 months and he hasn’t introduced you to any of them.

When you got home your mom immediately started questioning you about your day and before you could answer you were already up stairs in you room. All you wanted to do was lay down and sleep. I hurt to know that he was embarrassed to be with you. You were hanging out with him tomorrow and planned on confronting him about it then.

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As you waited by the door you couldn’t help but feel nervous about today. You knocked softly on the door and wait for him to answer.

He opened the door and tried to hug you, “Hey babe how was you day” he said as I pushed him away.

“Fine I guess” I said softly as I walked past without looking up. We entered the dorm and started to watch a movie. Half way through, I spoke softly “is there a reason I haven’t met your members yet” you questioned with your eyes casted downward. As silence followed I continued, “You’ve met both of my parents and even some of more grandparents and cousins. Your an important part of my life and I want the other important people to know you. It just seems unfair.”

“I just didn’t think it mattered that much…” he stated as he moved his arm from around me, “It’s just kinda embarrassing you kno-“

“So I’m embarrassing now... you are involved in every aspect of my life why am I not involved in yours?!”

At this point I was yelling with so much force it was starting to hurt. Tears where falling as I tried to look him in the eyes. He was avoiding eye contact at all cost.

“ you treat me like a toy that you are trying to hide it’s unfair to me it’s unfair to them and more importantly it’s-“ I stopped as the door opened and 4 young men came in.

“Uhhh… what’s going on here” one of them questioned as he stared at me and jisung.

I looked at jisung to see if he would say anything... but he didn’t. Instead he stared at the ground.

“Nothing... absolutely nothing.” I stated as I began taking off the hoodie I was wearing which just happened to be jisung’s. I started collecting my things to leave. As I was walking out I walked up to each of them and shook their hands, “nice to meet you I’m y/n...” you looked at jisung, “jisung’s ex-girlfriend.”

Jisung’s head shot up as he looked at you with tears now in his eyes. You walked to the opened door and turned around one last time.

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You were on your way home when you got a call from jisung. You ignored him for 4 more calls. Then a random number called you two times in a row. Finally on the last call you answered it, “listen I don’t know who you are but I just broke up with my boyfriend so I’m not really in the mode for a scam ri-“ “it’s jeno won of jisung’s members. Jisung’s been sobbing for the past 20 minutes and he can’t really breathe. I think he’s having a panic attack but I don’t know. Anytime we ask him what he needs he says you... we don’t know what to do but he insisted we call you but you didn’t answer on his phone.”

At this point my heart was ponding. I made a complete u turn and headed towards his dorm. When I got to his door it opened immediately.

“Come in he’s in his room on the left” one of them said. I could only assume it was jeno. I walked right past him and into jisung’s room. He was breathing heavily with tears rolling down his face. I crouched down in front of him and laid my hands on his knees gently as to not scare him. He looked up at me with a scared and broken expression.

“Hey, hey baby it’s alright. I’m right here...” I took his hand and placed it on my heart, “You feel that. Yeah breathe with me. Breathe... there you go.”

“I’m sorry I love you and can’t lose you. Please please don’t leave please I’m begging please I love you I can’t lose you please...” he Wailed as I sat there taking it all in.

Mingyu lays on your chest to hear your breathing and heart beat because he knows that it’ll keep him grounded.

“Do you believe in angels”

“Mark, please just go to sle-“

“I can’t I just want to talk. It’s our first sleepover as a couple. We aren’t friends anymore. We can kiss now!!”

“Where are you going we have to be on stage in 2 minutes for awards”

“Eric just finished performing” I spoke as I ran through the crowded back stage area, “I have to tell him he did good!!”

Eric turns just in time to catch you in his arms

“What are you doing you have to be on stage” he spoke softly so only I could hear.

“ I wanted to see you!! You did so good”

He hid his head in my shoulder shyly as he bit my neck a little.

“Thank you” he spoke calmly into my neck, ”it means a lot coming from you...” He lifted his head and took my chin in between his fingers to lift my lips to his.

“I love you” we both said softly at the same time. As I giggled he pulled me into a kiss.