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just posting old vent arts at this point because i don't know what to do, i just cry now

#vent post #tw blades #tw selfharm #tw sh #tw sui

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you'd hate me if you knew who i was

#vent post

there never will be someone to save me and i'll have to accept that i'm stuck in this loop of misery and suffering eternally alone.

sometimes i think of the people who had it worst, and in those moments i want to make myself have it worse. i'm not sure anymore what is wrong with me, even though it's pretty obvious what. i still don't know what's exactly makes me this way, maybe it's all multiple things at ones, but i can't stop them, or else i stop being a human, stop being a me i tried so hard to stay as. i don't want to pretend to be someone better or someone else, i want to be me. and maybe that me deserves to die since she's pretty useless. i know i need to change at least for own sake, but it feels hollow and useless. i need someone. i need someone badly. i need the ones at who i've been looking up to, who's really important. and considering i make artists with valid number of audience really important, maybe there could be a friend to me to fix me. i know it's no one's obligation to do so and i need to do it myself. nobody will fix me just because they feel pity for me. it's mine burden alone. alone. alone. alone.

noelle and me so much alike. i can't do anything without someone guiding me. i wish there was someone to guide me into my suicide as well.

#vent post

when you

slowly go insane and

want to become worse and worse and worse and worse and worse

it becomes really hard to create anything and it loses meaning for me when nobody watches. i'm such an attention whore

oh right i also hate drawing caps it's so fucking hard i hope i'll learn to draw it right next time

#undertale au #au undertale #made by proshipper #proship #sanscest #darkship

I really love this! Draw more plz!

https://www.tumblr.com/helppppppp0mik/794559061524905984/hate-proshipping-make-proshipping-be-addicted-to?source=share

VRO U JUST BOOSTED MY DESIRE TO DRAW MORE I LITERALLY HAVE A LOT OF LORE FOR THEM AND I CAN DRAW SM AND YOU'RE THE FIRST TO ACTUALLY BE INTERESTED IN THEM YAHOOOOOOOOO

that's the only sketch of them i made recently BUT YOU BET i'm making a comic of their lore dude A WHOLEASS COMIC thank you so much for talking to me! i feel really happy. LETS FUCKING GO (also forgot to mention sorry for not noticing your message i just left tumblr for some time ahem- sorry really sorry)

#undertale au #au undertale #made by proshipper #proship

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heyy

#pukasi #terrible mouse #terrible mouse pukasi #terrible mouse fanart

eh whatever im probably very dumb and useless

my friends doesn't really answer me to this pic but whatever wow cloud and pukasi has so much similarities!! no wonder i started to like pukasi

#undertale au #terrible mouse #pukasi #au undertale #proship #?#idk about the proship one

any advices how to end this life

#undertale au

i remember wanting to go ti hypodermis and like that sell the pisc of it on onlyfans but then i've been told that onlyfans bans this kind of content

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i genuinely want to kms dude

hey!! uhh whatever happy future spooky month

#made by proshipper #undertale au #au undertale #i really really need someone i really needd someone and not hide a glimpse of thoughts dude. im gonna go crazy like this

mom says a lot of stuff to me as if giving life lessons but all i hear is to keep everything to myself and be only by myself, but im tired being alone and keeping all this shit in my head. i know she wants the best for me but still this is mody(left) and aster(right) i would tell more if anyone interested of course, but they both have D.I.D. and mody is the host of the body. in this art they're in their dream\sleep.

#undertale au #au undertale #made by proshipper #god how am i supposed to act normal when im being pressured so much

im afraid of this "cancelling" thing to be honest so maybe i should just show off my whole soul to everyone so nobody would doubt if i tell lies or hide something. i'll show everything, from my bad disgusting side to the side that so fragile and needs constant reassurance that im not entirely a waste of life

#proship #forsaken

did you ever had a feeling that when you want to be better and get rid of the bad flaws you have to create something great and heartwarming but you realise the shit you've done or was interested in to will drag you back once more into the depth of wrongness once someone will dig deeper into your life and destroy your hopes for a better future that you dream about that you just tried to get some love and this poisonous recognition?

#undertale au #undertale #art #made by proshipper #oc #oc art #au udnertale #au sans

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maybe i am a bad person i don't really know

#undertale au #dust sans #murder sans #dusttale #nsfw #au undertale #made by proshipper

hate proshipping make proshipping be addicted to proshipping love your proshipping

idk it was made somewhat months ago (5th april) please leave critique and talk with me about my stufffffff

#undertale au #proship #darkship #au undertale #sans au #risky post i just know SOMEONE will obviously recognise my artstyle

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