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I know it's not Tuesday morning, but this is nice. Amen. 🙏

‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭2:8‭-‬10‬ ‭(NLT‬‬). “God saved you by his grace when you believed. And you can’t take credit for this; it is a gift from God. Salvation is not a reward for the good things we have done, so none of us can boast about it. For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago.” Amen! 🙌

I feel so shatteringly lonely today but also really light on my feet? It feels good and familiar even though I also wish I felt more connected to other people. I have to remind myself now more than ever that feeling alone or having relationships end doesn't make you less human and less a part of the world. I think for a lot of people who had lonely childhoods where they couldn't connect to peers as well as other kids are super sensitive to worrying they still don't fit in and can form a lot of really unhealthy desperate relationships as adults because we run from that feeling! But I am not sure that feeling has ever left me, even during times I felt very genuinely held by a friend group or community, it's engrained in me and I don't know if I want to leave it behind either, it deserves to come with me and see better things

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