Demolition Lovers.

You know when you’ve had depression for some time now but you kinda learn how to cover it and act happy and what not…. when in reality you’re breaking down and not wanting to be here right now but no one takes your hints or quite frankly no one gives a shit? Your so called best friend is never there for you anymore bcos she is too interested in her boyfriend and the only other person I talk to quite often just says you’re ok. Life is shit and things that are thrown at you sometimes, shouldn’t be thrown at you. A twenty year old should never ever see their own father dying day by day and I may act like I’m ok but deep down inside I’m crumbling and I can’t tell anyone because I don’t have anyone anymore and it’s my own fault :(