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"I am not a vessel for your good intent" goes hard as a line from a disabled perspective. Abled people care so much more about being their idea of a good ally than they do actually being a good ally. They shove their good intent right down your throat and then act surprised when you tell them they're suffocating you.
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ever since the finale dropped Iāve been seeing a lot of people wondering what benjamin/agent7 meant by āhalf alive,ā and a lot of people hoping that it means that soren will be able to recover or function in some capacity. and i REALLY hate to be the pessimist because i LOVE soren, but also because i love soren, i have to say that i donāt think thatās true. walk with me.
The big thing to me is something revealed to us very early: The Gravediggress is not a necromancer. Sydney says as much in File4 (The Prophecy of Reversal).
In fact, he says it again.
Later in the same episode, he goes on to emphasize another important point: True necromancy is impossible. This is a point that Sydney brings up repeatedly throughout Season 1, chiefly to foreshadow his own undeath. Iām not going to find every time he says it, but here it is again in File13 (The Mother of Stones). Weāll be coming back to that episode.
Sydneyās pretty sure of itā though that leaves the elephant in the room (not that one) of his own revival. Obviously, necromancyĀ isĀ possible, right? Jedidiah did it. Itās dramatic irony, once you realize. The problem is, Jedidiah had to break reality over his knee to get the results he wanted.
This is like, a whole other point, so Iām going to make it as brief as I can, but itās clear that āthe limnā shattered reality, and āthe limnā appears to be Jedidiahās ritual on Sydney. Go through the episodes and read the agentsā notes, and youāll find them regularly referring to a āpre-limnalā world that was normal.
To be brief, hereās the summary of File29 (The Eggs of a Basket Case), where Elijah tells Sydney the story of his resurrection.
And hereās File54 (Swallow the Bite), where Rowan has a breakdown about remembering the world before it changed. Note the agents calling this āpre-limnal memoryā and Jedidiah repeatedly apologizing, almost like itās his fault.
So, Jedidiah broke reality to revive Sydney. We knew that. This is consistent with Sydney calling necromancy āimpossibleā. Clearly it is if the world has gone to hell because of it.
Which means, just like Sydney said, necromancy is impossible, so the Gravediggress is not a necromancer, and neither is Soren. If we look back at our first screenshot, Sydney calls the Gravediggressā powers āreanimationā.
Four things here:
Reanimation is an āimitation of life,ā controlled by the Gravediggress.
Reanimated bodies go back to being normal corpses after the Gravediggress leaves.
To attain āa more permanent state of reanimation,ā a body has to be surrounded by the magic of the Death Fields.
Theyāll still rot.
Soren isnāt going to learn real necromancy from the Gravediggress, theyāre going to learn reanimation. That much is clear in File13 (The Mother of Stones), where they successfully reanimate a rabbit.
Once again we see that word, and we understand more about what it means. The rabbit has no basic needs or even desires, nor does it seem to feel pain or even be aware of its own body.
Sydney goes so far as to call it an inanimate object. Granted, Sydney displays an obvious bias of the āwhen you die, you will rotā disposition, but itās true that the rabbit shows no signs of life besides movement, not even a heartbeat. The only thing the rabbit ever āreactsā to (assuming it isnāt coincidence, which it could very well be) is to look at Sydney when he picks it up, and even then, it doesnāt struggle, even when Jedidiah begins ripping it limb from limb. Any living creature would struggle, express pain, or both, in reaction to such mutilation.
This was performed with the Gravediggressā magic. If this is the level to which her power can revive things⦠I fear it means the same for Soren. The only things we know about Sorenās death are that it was via lightning strike, and that they āsucceededā and are now āhalf-aliveā. We can only decipher what state theyāre in by comparing it to past instances of the Gravediggressā magic. Which are not onlyĀ not true necromancyĀ and rather invoke movement alone, but still leave the subject to decompose.
āBut wait,ā My sock puppet representation of you says. āWhat about Episode 23? The one with the death mold? Doesnāt Soren accomplish something more advanced in that? And the kids even recovered from it!ā
Great point, sock puppet representation. File23 (The Wood of the Caskets). Letās take a closer look.
Talking Point 1: The deathcreep mold is more advanced than normal reanimation.
Not really! What Soren achieved that was so impressive wasĀ spreadingĀ the magic of the death fields.
Soren moved the magic. They didnātĀ changeĀ it. Going back to File4, Sydney mentions that setting foot in the Death Fields is extremely dangerous ā presumably, youāll end up as shambling, rotting, and unkillable as the campers that touched the deathcreep mold. Itās portable now, not improved upon.
Talking Point 2: The children did, in fact, recover from the deathcreep mold.
This is true! With enough fresh air, the children were returned to their fully living states. But the thing here is that none of the children ever died. Sydney estimates that the mold will eventually cause ācomplete biological collapse and decayā, effective death, were it not for the powers of reanimation. Their bodies never reached this point of no return.
Soren, on the other hand, ādid not surviveā the lightning strike, in Benjaminās exact words. He follows this up with the half-alive comment, but I take this to mean that Sorenās body and mind fully shut down and ceased function before being reanimated. After all, if they showed signs of recovery like the kids did, Benjamin would mention that, no? He surely wouldnāt say they āsucceededā if they didnāt truly die and come back.Ā
And if thatās true⦠Then thereās no coming back from that. Because as all the kids learned in school, necromancy is impossible. Soren was brought back with the Gravediggressā power, and that power is inherently limited. I believe that this will leave Soren in a state much similar to the rabbit in File13ā capable of movement, but lacking any apparent conscious thought or awareness, even of pain. Lacking basic needs, desires, or so much as a heartbeat. One is tempted to draw the comparison to a zombie, but I believe their state is somewhere in a middle ground between zombified and comatose.
The zombie description is obvious. Dead and brought back, little to no remnant of their former self, but still walking around. Rotting, as well. Letās not forget that the reanimated stillĀ rot. But many zombie stories depict them as still having desires and some ability to verbalize ā even if itās just in the pursuit of eating people. This is where I think the comatose aspect comes in. Soren in this theoretical state bears similarities to a comatose state ā complete lack of consciousness or awareness, with no reaction to stimuli.Ā
This would also bring us back around to Sorenās many, many parallels with Sydney. The two have very similar experiences with suicidal feelings and behavior, and with autonomy, and Soren is clearly a tragic echo of Sydney coming so very close to killing himself in Season 2. Sydney found reason within himself to live, where Soren remained sure that they had nothing to live for, and that only death could save themā even if for them, death meant a rebirth.
(File66, The Monster Tries to Summon)
As File68 (101 Ways to Kill Your Lover) reveals, Sydneyās coma was the result of a suicide attempt. A coma that he was deeply unlikely to come back from, had Jedidiah not taken the extreme route.
(File33, The Muse of the Elephant)
Is this not, then, another parallel? Soren goes from reflecting Sydneyās current suicidal episode to one in the past. Sydney hoped Jedidiah would save him. Soren believed the Gravedigress would save them. But I donāt think she did.
Of course, this isnāt a 1-to-1 comparison. Chiefly, comatose patients do not walk around or decompose. Thatās why I think the best way to describe them is, like I said, somewhere between zombified and comatose. But thatās a mouthful. So, āhalf-aliveā works. Regardless, I donāt think there is very much left of Soren, and I donāt think theyāre going to get better. Dead, half-alive, comatose ā itās a tragic incident that leaves grief in its wake all the same. Soren is gone, all the same.
And letās not forget: When you die, you will rot.
i had a dream last night that there was a new deltarune character named krailey and it just looked like a weird knockoff of ralsei that danced in place like a peanuts character and it pissed ralsei off like crazy
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kinda tired of non binary being tied to skinny androgyny that's mostly white. I say that's as a non binary transmasc/boy thing who's fat and black.
being non binary can look like anything and anyone but especially individuals who have different body types outside of thin. they can have body/facial hair too. show up for all enbies.
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