Not Over 18 Scram.

Those damn nipples 😂

#wet hair

Happy Saturday

I’ve had a rough year with my health. According to my insurance, my providers billed them a total of $45,436.67 this year. This does include a couple days in the hospital, cat-scans, MRI’s and more.

Anyway, I was feeling confident about myself and my body and then bam! I had to change my diet AGAIN & it’s actually caused me to gain some weight. Not good. That being said, I’m human. I can only do so much and I can only take on so many challenges at once.

Truth is, I hate my body(I love my boobs) but considering what it’s been through in my 53 years, it’s a suit of fucking armor! I’ve had 4 abdominal surgeries with a total of 8 incisions, along with knee and spine surgery. There’s no way my stomach will ever be what it was. So I need to accept what I can’t fix and continue working on what I can.

So here it is. Filtered vs unfiltered(I did brighten it because it was kind of dark). Say hello to my little scar(the big one) 😉

#reality

#no shame in scars

#suit of armor

#out of my comfort zone