oh, fiddlesticks.

suddenly remembering tumblr exists but no one goes on here anymore so I can spill all my secrets 😎

not being able to just eat when you're hungry without it being an ordeal just takes a lot of enjoyment out of life.

like I'm hungry but my blood sugar was so high and it's so close to bed time it a) makes me not want to eat because I'm mad and b) I don't want to take insulin this close to bed because when I do I wake up with low blood sugar. I almost always do anyway though so I guess it doesn't matter

I think I'm gonna get The Handmaids Tale from Barnes and Noble because they're all checked out and have a million holds on them from my library. It has been a very long time since I've bought a book but I really wanna read it!!