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I can not believe that our sweet, smiley Miles is 4 months old today!! 😍😍😍 time has gone by super fast since he came into this world and yet it feels like he has been ours forever! this month, we had a great report from the nephrologist and our little man is healthy and growing just like he should! 😊😊😊 at month 4, this boy still LOVES bath time, has learned to like his swing and jumper, takes less naps in the day but sleeps mostly through the night, only waking a few times. 🙊🙊🙊 it's a miracle. he loves mirrors and can hold his toys now. somehow he finds a way to stick everything in his mouth. 😜he still loves jabbering at us, gives us slobbery kisses, and we got our first laugh out of him this month! we hope all this drool means there are teeth on the way and we have witnessed him rolling over, but our boy has absolutely no interest in practicing it. 😂😂😂 we love how good natured he has become, only fussing now when he is tired. he is all about the smiles and eyebrows these days! we love him so much! can not imagine our lives without this sweet little chimichanga. 💙💙💙 #milespaulweekbyweek #inlovewiththisboy #fourmonthsold #happycincodemayo (at Glenview, Illinois)

had a fun morning at @abtelectronics visiting dad at work and taking pictures with the Easter Bunny! 🐰🐰🐰 our little man had a sneezing fit with his bunny friend and since they were so nice, we ended up with two photos! 😁 I think it might be because we brought in the cutest baby they have ever seen...even if Miles was mean muggin' everyone. 😂😂😂 #babysfirsteaster #milespaulweekbyweek #abtelectronics (at Abt Electronics)

today is the day! 🎉🎉🎉 I look forward to every April and October when we get to listen to so many awesome messages during #generalconference 😍😍😍 here is a tip for anyone with a squawking baby...if you are watching it online like me, just click those handy dandy captions on and you can read along with it when your baby won't allow you to actually hear one word. 😜 so grateful for technology and how conference always feels like home, no matter where you are. and go figure, the little man quieted down to listen to the hymns and then was right back at it! 🙈 I have my journal ready and if I'm lucky, nap time is coming for the next round. 😁 great news! you can listen to all this magic, too! one more session today and two tomorrow! www.lds.org #ldsconf #princeofpeace (at Chicago, Illinois)

....and speaking of our baby leprechaun... 🍀🍀🍀#happystpatricksday #milespaulweekbyweek (at Glenview, Illinois)

I'm here to tell you that miracles do happen, y'all! my baby napped long enough for me to make this yummy green smoothie AND get through an entire 45 minutes of a workout video. 😳😳😳 either st. patricks day really is lucky or little Miles is getting out of his fussy/no sleep stage. #stpatricksday #mommywin #tryingnottojinxmyself (at Glenview, Illinois)

HAPPY HAPPY THANKSGIVING from the BUOLS!! 🍴🍃🦃🍁🍴Spent the morning watching the Macy's Parade and the afternoon with our Chicago family!! Missing all my family in Utah and ND, but we certainly have so much to be thankful for this year! We have about 7 weeks left before we meet baby Miles and nothing could make us happier than that!! 👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻 #babybuol #sograteful #sothankful #soblessed (at Chicago, Illinois)

what a super great mail week! 👊🏻 I ordered this adorable 5-year journal for mommies and a new 7-year pen (looking way ahead here, people! 😂) from @amazon and I'm excited to be spending my Saturday making and freezing cookie dough (for my post-pregnancy, post-diabetic life!), catching up on my Hulu, and leafing through this stack. 🍪💻📚 (at Chicago, Illinois)

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THEY DID IT!!!!! 🐻🐻🐻 I moved to Chicago and became a fan just in time to watch this really intense last win! I'm not sure how my husband did this Cubs fan thing his whole life, because tonight's game about did me in. 😳😳😳 I have received a full Cubbies education the last few years, everything from goats to black cats, Harry Caray to (dare I say it) Bartman and I am sooooo happy I got to be here to watch this incredible group of hilarious, talented guys break through all the nonsense and win this!!! But mostly, I couldn't be more excited for my husband to see it! What an amazing series! 😍😍😍 #FlyTheW #gocubsgo #worldseries2016 #cantevenbelieveit (at Chicago, Illinois)

👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻 #yesssss #amenandamen #lds #mormon #qotd #dieterfuchtdorf (at Chicago, Illinois)

today is a national day of remembrance for pregnancy and infant loss. 💙💗💙💗💙 I've always been very open about our three babies that didn't make it into our arms and returned to live with their Heavenly Father. there is a very dark and heavy emptiness I feel when remembering the pain and heartache of each one.. and it is always contrasted by the bright optimism and faith that I will be able to see our babies when I return home myself. whether you have lost a baby in the first trimester or after delivery, the pain is the same. like all angel-baby moms, I will always wonder who they would have been. 👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼 today makes me especially grateful for our strong and healthy baby Miles waiting for his debut in January. 💙 the past 26 weeks have been very nerve-wracking and stressful. I brace myself for bad news at every doctors appointment and panic if I go too long without feeling him kick. I'm not sure if that's something I will ever get over. pregnancy is hard for everyone without all the added worry and paranoia. the good news...I am confident that the Lord's hands are in all things and we will meet this baby when we meet him. 👊🏻 "I could only be grateful when I realized I would rather have known you for a moment than never at all. I would rather endure this inexplicable pain of outliving you than to never have seen your face, spoken your name. I would rather be yours and you be mine, regardless. Regardless of the sorrow, regardless of the ache, and regardless of the years I will walk this earth carrying you -not in my arms- but in my heart." - Lexi Behrndt 🙏🏻 #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #iam1in4 #miscarriage #godhasaplan #faithoverfear (at Chicago, Illinois)

had a really good prenatal visit this morning where we got to see our little kickboxer. (who hates to be bothered by ultrasounds and was kicking right back to each measurement they tried to get, haha!) 👶🏻👶🏻👶🏻 ran a few errands with my love and now I'm home officially in the "nesting" phase of this pregnancy. cleaning and organizing things that are already cleaned and organized is my jam right now. ✨✨✨ #askmyhusband #nodustleftbehind #25weeks #babybuol (at Triumvera)

guyssss...tonight i had the most amazing priesthood blessing from our sweet home teacher. 👊🏻 last week, I met with my bishop and he suggested I get a blessing for the rest of this pregnancy. after our three miscarriages, there is a lot of fear and worry that I experience even when I try my hardest to be positive. sometimes it feels totally out of my control to stress about this baby and worry myself silly. the calming words that I heard tonight in this blessing are exactly what I needed to hear. I know that my Heavenly Father is mindful of my husband and I in our efforts to become parents. I also know that even when it felt like I was all alone in my struggle to deal with these losses and understand why seemingly bad things happen to good people who are really trying..I wasn't alone at all. my Heavenly Father never left. and He never will leave me. your future is only as bright as your faith and I have complete and utter faith that the Lord only wants good things for us. tonight I had so much peace and calm enter my heart about this sweet little boy. we love you so much miles and we can not even wait to meet you. 💛💛💛 (at Chicago, Illinois)

spent the morning with my Chicago family and received the CUTEST baby gift from Mama Buol!! 👶🏼👶🏼👶🏼 matching daddy and baby @kris_bryant17 shirts in honor of our amazing @cubs 💙💙💙 my vote is that we bring home baby Miles in this!! #chicagocubs #krisbryant #number17 #likefatherlikeson #babybuol #jan2017 (at Chicago, Illinois)

TODAY IS THE DAY!! 😁😁😁 twice a year, everyone, and I mean EVERYONE!, has the awesome opportunity to be involved in a general conference broadcast from @ldschurch tailor-made to provide hope, inspiration and motivation to be the best you can be and hear guidance from our Heavenly Father speaking through modern-day prophets. what an amazing way to start out a new month and refocus on your goals and strive to be more like Christ. you can find the conference airing at 11 (Chicago time) at www.lds.org 😍😍😍 so pumped for a weekend full of much-needed light and goodness! repost from @mormonchannel #ldsconf #mormon #conferenceweekend #dieterfuchtdorf #lds #christian #sharegoodness (at Chicago, Illinois)

it's officially feeling like fall over here! 🍃🍁🍂 one super fun thing about traveling for a few weeks is the stack of reading material I came back to! I brought back a car load of thoughtful baby gifts from my Utah family and friends and walked in the door to even more from my Chicago family! Baby Miles is already so loved. 💙💙💙 I have a huge to-do list full of nursery plans and baby prep...but since I AM growing another human, I'm allowing myself this rainy and overcast afternoon to really appreciate a super comfortable bed and feel my little troll move around while I read all the things. 💁🏻 (Also, there is a #blackmoon tonight and I'm so excited to see the sky later!) 🌙✨🌙 #lazyday #6monthspregnant #115daystogo (at Triumvera)

spent the last few weeks traveling from Chicago to North Dakota to Utah and back seeing ALMOST all of my family. (missed Caden and Seanypants!) my sisters and mom put on a great baby shower where I received so much love and well-wishes for our baby Miles. 💙💙💙 now I'm back in ND visiting family before I make my long road trip back home to my husband. it's been a super great time with everyone and im so happy and blessed I have such sweet and generous people in my life. I'm also super excited to be back in Chicago with my best friend soon and start planning the arrival of our little one this winter. 👶🏼👶🏼👶🏼 #familiesareforever #soblessed #jeffreyrholland #truth (at Williston, North Dakota)