Heeza

how do I tell them that there presence has started suffocating me. after all we’ve been through, to come to a point where we can’t even understand each other hits me a thousand times every single day. something happened to us, not something I can define—but something weird. we’re in front of each other yet far apart. sitting in front of you, I try to talk to you, you ignore me and I feel a push, a push so brutal that it not only takes me farther away from you, it takes me away from what we had

Maybe I’m too too sensitive and nothing makes sense—I understand that. Maybe I take things to my heart a lil quicker than anyone else and maybe that is not okay for someone who understands that the world doesn’t revolve around them. But the only thing that keeps me up at night and makes me question everything I’ve ever know is that if the shoe was on the other foot, I wouldn’t have done the same to you… and well, it’s sad that you can’t see that