Heaven

my body knows something that i don’t and i can’t get her to talk to me

i wont worry about it i say to myself with the always worried disorder

im a protected species you fucking asshole

the thing about phone in bed is that it's so awesome. almost makes you feel like betraying & destroying yourself for nothing isn't all so bad

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

severely deficient in whatever vitamin makes u a person

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

love wearing all black in public i hope no large gaseous heat emitting orb in the sky comes along and makes my day worse

hey no worries lol that just hurt my feelings forever

i cannot kill myself because there is music

in a way i am my own dead wife