myself: redefined

So I've been thinking a lot about resolutions and my life in the last year. 2015 was a hard year and one I'd say in which I experienced a lot of failures. My first full year of separation from my ex-husband. I tried some new mathy things and failed. Applied for a job and didn't get hired. Had some confrontations with family members that didn't end the way I would have wanted them to. I gained a lot of weight. I sort of fell deeper into a whole that I dug for myself. At the bottom of the whole there was a couch with chocolate and Netflix.

I've been saying that I am redefining myself but first I think I need to rediscover myself, my principles, my goals, my core beliefs about God, myself and the world.

I don't know what 2016 will hold. I'm hoping that whatever happens I decide to view it as an opportunity for growth - into the best version of myself.