inside people's memories, i can live forever.

                                       𝐓𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬                                                          ↪ ( accepting )

😘 - peppers my muse with kisses

Unworthy and undeserving, affections donning him like an ill-fitting suit, his laughter guilty and hesitance pulling him to no avail. Kamui forfeited into him, too weak to fight back and say, these weren’t meant for me. They were bundled up in his quarters, away from prying eyes and wagging tongues, away from all who might chip in their two cents, from all who weren’t Lea, who weren’t Kamui, just them. His heart fluttered with the beating wings of the butterflies residing in his chest, his stomach, his head with each kiss that pressed somewhere new. 

They lasted no longer than a second, finding a new victim on his skin to adore, and Kamui loathed how ticklish he was when he nipped at places like his ears and neck. Lea was on top of him, Kamui nestled into the comfort of his bed with arms inconsistent in where they wrapped. As he moved, his arms moved, from his shoulders to his sides, to just having hands roam him, to arms folding back into him as he twitched from laughter, only to return back to finding new places to hold Lea what ever which way he could.

Lea was too kind for his own good. Lea was too benevolent, a very embodiment of all Kamui wished to be but knew he didn’t deserve. Fascinating, talented, affable, reliable, very things Kamui wished to convey, to know that his people may confide in his aptness— only to see that in Lea’s eyes and hopelessly fall into the image he’s long sought after. Is he truly worthy to hold him so dearly? Surely there are better candidates for their affection.

He was selfish. But how he laughed,   ` Iiiii think you missed a spot. ’

Kamui curled upwards and took a kiss from his lips, the only kiss that didn’t directly requite what Lea deserved. Amidst the addled nerves that wrought his insecurities and spit them out in the cesspool of gnawing thoughts, he cannot fight all he’s good at. To love, and to love, and to love evermore with all he’s got, no matter if it’s reciprocated, no matter if it’s wanted — he will love, and love, and love, because they deserve it. Not he.

kasai is an extremely tall man, nearing 6′8 & known around as the radiant garden giant. however he’s got an incredibly round face & he never quite lost the baby fat in his face & cheeks. so he’s a little intimidating but not once you really get up close in personal to him. he’s also more soft spoken & shy than most people expect from his appearance but he’s absolutely the most kind & generous person you’ll ever meet. his hair color & eyes resembles kairi’s almost identically. 

hana on the other hand is very fiery & hotheaded despite her appearance. she tops out at 4′10 but she under no circumstances lets that or anything stop her. she’s incredibly abrasive & is terrifying to deal with when angry. the mistake the people of radiant garden make at first is assuming she’s the easy one. however while she may be stubborn & difficult to deal with she has an incredible soft spot for her loved ones ( especially kasai ). though mess with her loved ones & that’ll bring out the absolute worst in her. she has green eyes & very spiky messy flaming red hair that resembles leas.

pretty early on into their marriage they started to open up a little bakery together in radiant garden. it started out small & not very successful but over time it did become a pretty good business though they never did make the actual building itself smaller which did in the end cause problems. 

it was an accident, a fire that started late in the day at the bakery that caused both of them to meet their end. they’d already dismissed the only assistant they had working for them earlier in the day so perhaps it could’ve been worse. but things weren’t quite the same in radiant garden after that. lea was eleven when it happened & kairi only a few months from turning a year old. lea never had a chance to say goodbye to his parents & kairi never had the chance to even have significant memories with them to last. when hana & kasai died their children were taken into the care of kasai’s mother & that’s where they were ever since. 

the fire didn’t completely destroy the bakery. it still stands but after the two died nobody could afford to repair or run it again so it just simply stood there for years. when kairi & lea were children they’d walk by the empty building sometimes. kairi would ask about it but lea would never give her a straight answer. 

flash forward about thirteen years later & kairi & lea have finally made their return to radiant garden for the first time since, everything. kairi has regained her memories & wants to put down roots here in the place where she grew up. lea’s ready to as well starting with the abandoned bakery still standing. this time he’s ready to tell kairi the truth about it. together they decide to repair it & reopen it. it takes some time but the effort is worth it when they see the result.