My Broken Minus Than Three

But then, I don't know - my dad, right now, I think, is just meant to tend to his back garden. He's lost his wife, and I think all he's meant to do right now, for the most part - it's going to make me cry - is play with his grandkids, and create this back garden. He's turned it into like, a subtropical jungle. He's got a water feature and a moat. He's gone crazy, as grief will make you do, but he's gone toward beauty and nature and self-soothing. And I'm really kind of impressed with him for that. The fact that he's created something so beaut-

[A pause. Garfield tears up]

Fuck. Fucking hell, man. It's awful. It hurts - the beauty of it hurts, so much. Knowing he's created something so beautiful out of the worst loss you could ever, like - [voice breaking] They were together, in love. They were an imperfect couple that stayed together. And for him to be left, now, to deal with what that means - I'm not going to speak for his experience, because that's not appropriate. But I feel like I can say: I feel like making a garden is plenty. You know what I mean? I don't think we're all meant to save the world all the time.

[from another excerpt]

You've talked a lot about losing your mum today. It strikes me that, in all the emotional reactions you're describing, none of it seems to be about regret.

-> raining sex

-> morning sex

-> late night sex

-> random sex

-> sunrise sex

-> drunk sex