¡ no me diga !

do u ever just break down because you feel like you’ll never find someone who can love you the way you need ? idk i think about it a lot. i don’t think i’ll ever have that kind of connection with anyone. i feel so lonely lmao. and i don’t know where to turn. the only time i ever thought that things could be different, i was proven so terribly wrong. so i’m still here, stuck, static. and it makes me wonder if i ever really can come back from this. 

ik i’m not alone in being lonely but somehow that doesn’t help at all. 

sometimes i seem to be okay with the loneliness like i’ve come to terms with it. but then things happen and i just break down because i don’t have someone to support me in these really specific ways that i need. and i think i would be able to get through it if i hadn’t actually had the false promise of this care before. if i’d never known what it felt like, i wouldn’t be craving it so badly now. 

thank you all so much for the support i’ve received for my art, i really appreciate it 🥺