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#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life but the ai is self aware #❤️❤️❤️ TYSM AGAIN HOLY i didn't expect much interest in my goods... ur all so so cool forever and for everrr #i did already order most of them for my own collection !!! can confirm they're awesome and make a wonderfully obnoxious clinking noise #dream hlvr ita bag in progress...#if u have one too maybe show me if u want to ... ill think your so cool forever truly #apologies if your fav is 4zen or gman ... maybe even sunkist #if i missed ur fav guy ill probably get around to making them all eventually :)#$60+ on just these keychains btw i ordered like $130 else of other goodies. im so over #if i see u in public with one of these just know i wont say anything. but ill be eyeing at you. floridian hlvr fans watch out #in tommy cos at basically every con/art market here so if u see a tommy know it might b me watching you.

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super awesome long-ass text post coming so soon ( late tomorrow?? ) maybe if i don't get so embarrassed of it lmao. awesome stain benrey thematic parallels ... and I'm still on my bullshit abt stains line about the corpse being him in a different life having seen no sunset, i feel like that's an insane thing to drop and not talk more about??

i guess sneak peak is that benrey did also see a sunset, but the difference is that his was after he died. benrey only had the realization stain did after it was too late. that and a few other things myhouse.wad related :) smiles

#MAJOR credit to ladylunora for that insane myhouse quote pull. go check out their recent post about it its driving me insaneee #also scorpy liked that tweet so that's terrifying.#i proooomsise its so so good and an awesome take but it does feel insane considering it could just be minor improv #it'l just be a long reblog adding 2 my previous post about it #not tagging this in case i get so so scared and don't post the follow up lmao

stain going 'sorry im buzy looking at me in a different life if i didn't see a sunset' LOOKING AT A CORPSE ??

like yeah it could be a benrey thing and i do like that. but also, consider:

imagine looking at a dead body going oh! that's what would've happened to me if you hadn't shown me life is so beautiful and worth living!!

is the implication stain would've died in the sewer if they never met him? or that if the team did but couldn't prove to him life was beautiful and worth living ( instead of just going home ) through that sunset, he would've gone back just to then eventually die??

i know I'm reading too deep, but there's just something about the player having to show an ai that their world, however fake it is, IS worth something. something enough to live for despite all its faults.

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life but the ai is self aware #I know I'm definitely taking the improv too seriously but like-#-i lovelove love any example of the player truly caring for the ai and by extension their world even though he knows it's not real.#im a sucker for gordon being sweet ok #or maybe he just means if he died he wouldent've been able to see the sunset at all. that too #hazahun rambles

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I'm not saying its intentional, but the difference between stains "i don't think i wanna go home anymore" sunset and benrey's "how do you know when its time to let go" sunset is cruel. stain's just beginning his life, while benrey is accepting it's over.

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'sorry im buzy looking at me in a different life if i didn't see a sunset' ARE YOU KIDDING ME.

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life but the ai is self aware #hlvrai stain #benrey #this could mean nothing and it probably does

big doodle dump before the act 3 re-run !!!

+ some churchmouse ⛪🐁 before grigori dies in ravenholm. because thats not gonna happen. right.

seemy very-extended thoughts in the tags maybe...

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life but the ai is self aware #frenrey #addibubby #votv #⛪🐁#can you tell im a little exited for act 3.#scorpy and wayne assigning their characters ponies clearly had an effect on my art idunno. who's to say #genuinely surprised with how gmod/sourcey votv is that hlvrai fandom doesn't overlap it more ??#plus like.... the arirals are little annoying shitheads that also maybe wanna be your friend. doesn't ring a bell. does it.#churchmouse could be SO interesting like. what if she's like mossman and double-crosses the team??#grigori could meet his fate by his own lovers hands...#or maybe she's conflicted? she's an hlvr fan... what if she HAS to betray grigori/the team even if she does really like them.#god rtvs really could make the 2nd most doomed lovers ever just to prove they can do it twice huh.#do you think mouseman watches hlvrai like a kid on their parents computer googling websites they arent supposed to be on.#breen checking in like hey what website are you on- no i saw the freeman i thought i told you HE'S THE PROBLEM.

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hi hazahun Just checking in :)

seeing as most of my shop orders have been delivered, are they alright?? i jus wanna make sure the quality of print and the sizing came out nice and if there's anything to change !!

Also BIG huge tysm to the orderers !!! ❤️❤️❤️The interest in my art has been surprising 2me everyday and like holy shit you guys probably just financially supported me enough for me 2 buy any and all hl2vrai merch if/when it drops + some extra 😭 genuinely cannot thank you enough AGHH smiling very wide !!!

#THANK YOU!!! again all proceeds go to funding my hlvr merch addiction! dressing up my dear benny plush + I'm now making a oshi bag!!! :D #not to get overly sappy but i generally was veeery private and cagey abt my art and intrests ( ESPECIALLY hlvr ) up until college #so seeing so many ppl interested in my hlvr artstuff is quite literally spiritually freeing for me. it means A LOT #wanting 2 draw hlvrai yaoi better did infact land me in a college character animation program but like. who said that.#starting that semester as hl2vrai will probably be ending... im very normal about this

after like a month of rendering I've decided I'm soso so tiredddd I don't feeeeel like it uggghhgh so look forward 2 more simple doodles and such

#hlvrai #benrey #I'm impatient coloring takes too longughhh #i like late-night playing votv and just drawing whatever from like 11am to 3pm #watching hlvrai on the in-game tv you know it #pointing at the window... benrey's out there guys #i feel like hlvrai and votv should have more fandom overlap like... its VERY gmod/source inspired.#and has funny aliens that like to prank pipe bomb your house. benrey be damned

i just think it'd be neat if we were both girl ponies and you were pink and sorta shy and i could kiss you dude. no-it's not weird.

#hlvrai #half life but the ai is self aware #frenrey #benrey #scorpy assigning benrey to fluttershy has had a profound impact on my life i think.#awhhgg he's pensive.... he's shy...#hollys chronicles cannon #benrey isn't shy but like.... he's not-not shy yknow??#like yeah he talks a lot of shit real loudly but also anytime gordon so much as puts an arm near him he scoots away #unless he's purposely bodyblocking him.#thinking about when gordon pins him to the wall and benrey just kinda. gingerly sidesteps out of his arms lmao #he wants to be in your face. not the other way around. that's the difference 2 me #all this cuteness just to die. what the hell #don't piss me off #i don't normally like doing comics but i ate a fuck ton of buttery roasted artichoke the other day and i think somehow it changed me #look forward to more ponies bc of that i think

been suuper artblocked lately and then my drawing tablet just broke !! but i spent years drawing on keyboard and mouse so all is ok.

frenrey pony yuri broke my artblock !! but also broke my hdmi cable.

it's his first day outside and he already has so many friends !!! ❤️

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life but the ai is self aware #frenrey #freestain #benrey #xar #hlvrai stain #cristopher waterguy #frenrey pony yuri fried my hdmi port i wish i was joking.#new cord doesn't come in for a week urghh sighing #sfac scorpy and wayne saying what ponies they'd be is so dear to me like... scorpy assigning benrey fluttershy?? ur correct i love you #awghgh he's pensive!! he's shy!!#flutterbat x timeloop-twilight is so frenrey coded like...#biting you politely x man experiencing the end of the world. baby that's frenrey #stain looks so small next to xar in the doodle and i promise he's not. xar is just like 7ft to me... he's just tall and awkward #green bean looking ass #stain and xar are like a big cat adopting a puppy to me. xar taking over for gordon cause he won't feed the sad puppy on the floor treats #like boy if you don't start giving him proper positive reinforcement I'm taking him home.

holy shit i did not expect so many orders already??? aghh thank you !! smiling very wide!! :D

btw, some proceeds go to funding getting/making my sons cute outfits! all they've got rn is bows, but they got that shit on though right.

hear me ramble abt sh2 frenrey parallels in the tags maybe... if that's your thing also :)

#hlvrai #benrey #sh2 #pyramid head #the gordon - benrey and stain relationship is just james - mary and maria right.#killed by your lover whos' definitely not moving on with another girl who is scarily similar to you but they like more...#as much as id like to think benrey's pissed about getting killed and jealous of stain what if he's at peace?#maybe like mary he wants gordon to move on from him. he enjoyed the their time together despite how it ended.#maybe in the end he just wants gordon to be happy.#could benrey blame himself a little like mary does?? i don't like video boyfriends/the chronicles implications of that.#thinking about benrey giving mary's closing monologue ohhhh :(#“when i first learned i was going to die i just couldn't accept it. i was so angry all the time and struck out at everyone i loved most”#“that's why i understand if you do hate me. but i want you to know this. ill always love you”#“Even though out life together had to end like this i still wouldn't trade it for the world”#“i cant tell you to remember me but i cant bear for you to forget me”#i love thinking about things too hard and getting unreasonably upset about it

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go my pocket-sized Science Team !!! been missing them dearly ❤️❤️❤️

+ the amazing digital science team 4 use with credit :):))

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life but the ai is self aware #now up for sale on my acggoods!#ok i know tommy and darnald aren't in their black mesa outfits but like #just saying tommy looks really cutes in his dad's suit.#+ reused BUT re-rendered darnald :)#still missing forzen + the gman :/ also maybe the skeleton and sunkist?? and mouseman + the2 metrocops for hl2 #god theres too many freaks in city 17 #guess rtvs gotta kill one of them. smh smhhh #cant believe they're the “old” team now?? how the times have changed i guess ... does it ever drive u crazy....#benrey haunting the narrative & effecting gordon's new relationships ... he not even here dawg its so over /j #gordon clearly loves stain ( platonic and/or romantic ) but refuses to explicitly call him his friend.. or even a human...#i love thinking abt things too much

itty-bitty city7team !! 🫶 ough my cutes i hate them bad

+ transparent 7team stickers you can use if u wanna with credit !!

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life 2 but the ai is self aware #now up for sale on my acggoods!#i know addi isn't technically a part of the team but he is to me ok #making these cutes into keychains and/or stickers for my personal collection :)#i do need the entire team on my bag so i can obnoxiously clink them around and stare longingly at them sigh #makin the rest of the cast so so soon so i can have them aaaaall to whip out like bands of cash at college #there's SO MANY of them this time though oh my god 😭😭😭 might be a while #just credit me if you use them unless its like mssgs between friends or whatever obviously.#its like the highest honor to see anyone use my art so just know ill love you forever if i see it

wishing him good health and a safe trip through ravenholm !!! I'm sure everything will be alright :)

EDIT: so. everything was not alright. but stain died 0 times ?? a win is a win?

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life but the ai is self aware #hlvrai stain #fearful of the various buzzsaws + potential grav gun combo #and the car that just falls on you #and the electrocuted puddles #and the exploding propane tanks #and of the bean ... spicy wasabi pea #the horrible lore important bean that keeps me up at night #he's not even the one really in danger here. good luck grigori 😭😭😭#grigori is so fucking dead its not even funny

city7team WIP :) wanted this done before act3 but whatever it'l have to wait lmao MY SHOW IS ON !!!

... hopefully nothing terrible happens to father grigori or anything in the meantime. I'm sure he'll be alright.

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life 2 but the ai is self aware #WIP #girgori is soon to meet god. i feel it #idgaf its the “anti science team” bitch xar is literally an inventor.#city7team is better anyways #HAPPY ACT3 DAY!!! NOTHING WILL GO WRONG

HL2VRAI Act3 tonite @ 8pm EST !! can't wait to see darnald's office and his laboratory !!! 🧪🎉

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life 2 but the ai is self aware #darnald pepper #hlvrai darnald #my prediction is that xar is gonna drink an evil powerade off the floor and die so so bad so that log dosent have to play 2 ppl at once #and then re-appear right as the team leaves black mesa east like #I just had a horrible vision where i had a tasty drink but it was actually sooo so bad i died! but that didn't happen !!!#so curious how darnald's gonna explain away the new prosthetic leg when he super totally has a potion that does that exact thing but better #he saw gordon's arm and went hm. no that's scary and fucked up actually lmao I'm not doing that #praying we get some al?x time too ... her nefarious sideye entrances me #cant wait to finally see the jelly bean... that spicy wasabi pea haunts me #what are rtvs cooking why have they put out so many reminders. guys im scared

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did some practice drawings of stain before act3 ... do we fw the medium length hair ??

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life but the ai is self aware #hlvrai stain #freestain #stain was immaculately conceived in a sewer wheelbarrow. I don't believe he learned/knows how to cut his own hair at all.#his barber is the rats preening him. that's it.#in my minds eye he's got barney's hair just super grown-out and balding on the dome #tbh I want to draw him less cutesy but It was 2am i had sad music on and I felt really maternal about him. so he's moe now ig #i do worry about that dog #please let no harm come to stain in act3 🙏🙏🙏#Ik some bullshit is due to hurt him in ravenholm tho #... thinking about the buzzsaws and car that falls on you

finished a few more art reqs last night ( check below ) !! ❤️❤️❤️ more coming soon maybe idk ?? maybe.

+ some new ones !!

#hlvrai #hl2vrai #half life but the ai is self aware #benrey #tommy coolatta #forzen #additional voices #thanks for asking abt forzen btw i love him sm and I've somehow never drawn him once ever ??? im such a fake fan i guess smhh #btw the cane is bubbys. oldhead needs to but refuses to use it cause he's certain he's still young. addi keeps it around just in case thoug #drew the casino fits as suit vests cause awesome but also i could equally see them in some sleek dresses #especially coomer and bubby. theyd pull up like its the met gala #tommy's arrest/kidnapping and this house has people in it bit in the walls kills me SO BAD i miss his asbestos poisoned whimsy everyday #apologies if i chopped up your ask !! got a lot in my inbox lmao i wasn't expecting so manyy

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