Koa

Dude why is it so dark in here

These guys keep appearing in my head while I am trying to sleep and I have to get up and draw so I can properly rest, damn...

Well, headcanon time!!! I kinda enjoy that "religious Mello" theory.

Listen, what if: Mello is religious, though not in the sense of believing that "God created the universe"; rather, for him, it is something more personal—something that guides his morality and also soothes his fear of death and of existence itself lacking a purpose.

So, upon joining the mafia and starting to do things that are clearly questionable, he clings to his beliefs, convincing himself somehow that it will all be worth it in the end—even though he knows full well that his ultimate goal is quite selfish...