I can't

“I plant roots so deeply in the people I love that I always lose a piece of myself when they go.”

You have to keep making new goals so it won’t be the end when you’re done with one. Think of “because I reached this goal, I can probably reach a higher one” and make new goals. You have to make new reasons for yourself to keep going.

I just want to be the one I never had.

Sometimes, it isn’t the one who takes your breath away, it’s the one that reminds you to breathe.

"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

The sad truth is I’m not staying alive for myself anymore it’s for the people I don’t want to hurt