every time i feel good i think it’ll last forever but it doesn’t.

I hope reincarnation isn't real. I can't do this shit all over again.

I kept breathing but the life left my eyes

i dont let one small achievement distract me from the fact that im a complete failure

sometimes I wish I could just look inside people's heads to find out what they truly think of me

Being alive is very bad for my nervous system.

Sometimes all I want is to give up on everything and curl into a fetal position.

I’m stuck in a body I don’t want with an unsound mind that won’t let me rest.

i’m exhausted. i’m constantly exhausted. i go to bed exhausted. i wake up exhausted. every day, every hour i’m exhausted. it’s exhausting. 

in another universe, we talked about it

i hope in my next life i’m someone good. someone worth it. someone better.