Its me

Don't feel like shedding it

Part of my daily ritual to get home take 100 photos of my face to check for signs of stroke recognize that I still look like I was hit in the head with a bat or something so I lay down in defeat and Then In secret from myself I try to capture the acceptance through my face like maybe the emotional clearance will reflect like an appiration and I can know that Im still here and sometimes it works

Took these yesterday on the way home from work not thinking or seeing then realized today its an ad for insurance company aka another indication of the cosmic joke but it actually is so silly and absurd. let's all just laugh together and feel less alone in it