Catch the fox

Hi! Long time no see, hope you are all doing well. I made a new Tumblr-page and I would be glad if you’d check it out and maybe follow it. My new page is not so much about emotional “crap”, more like posting and reposting what the hell I want :3 Mostly games, films, blah. 

It would be nice to have some people over there with the same interests.

Thank you!

So, as I mentioned a few days (or weeks? I don't know) I can't go on on Tumblr like this. It's mostly negative stuff I see here and it drowns me to a point where I can't live a "normal" life.

So I was thinking about creating a new Blog (I thought about it months ago but finally let go of the idea). I used to draw a lot when I was younger (comic, manga, such things) and I want to motivate myself to do that again (and since I'm a graphic designer I should be able to draw xD)

I want to thank you for the response and the kind words. It makes me feel a little less alone, only for a short time though.

It would be a little unfair to blame all the people around me, to be true. I've done a lot of failures, I've hurt a lot of people. Maybe it's Karma that for now my life is getting worse and worse. I wish I could turn back time and be 15 again and make everything better than it is now, 9 years later. But that's a stupid wish, I know. I think I simply deserve every bad thing that's happening now.

I thought it would help me. Help me to get over all these bad things that happened to me an still happen. But it doesn't help. And I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to be happy.