smile so wide your skin tears to meet your grin!

friends teeth dont look very sharp but a hard bite would still hurt a lot. something something blunt force not ripping the skin and not creating open wounds while damaging whats under. something somenthing dark world injuries being invisible and probably undiagnosable in the light world while the presence of damage and pain are undeniable

cold still water #yearning

there are some mutuals i want to talk to one on one and learn about them and maybe even learn from them but im scared ill just make everything awkward and they wont want to talk to me again

i always thought with the parallels ralsei and friend have, if friend is given a proper encounter it would be like. friend which is made as a mindless being meant to do nothing but serve meets a bunch of heroes and they convince it it can be someone sometimes if it wants to and this inspires ralsei to be more open about ralseis desires and stuff since that is how ralsei views the prophecy role assigned and the self. but i dont think this will happen anymore because of the wording of pinks dialogue. she just straight up said Yeah the friendlings are just Fucking Stupid

chaoter 5 did things to me . before it i felt so fulfilled despite not having too many theories i believed in strictly. i was kinda crazy but i wasnt actively GOING crazy. but now its like. who IS mike actually. what IS erams deal. WHO is the strange someone. i havent asked these questions in a long time and its kind of embarrassing

since i think its become even more clear friend is a force AGAINST the prophecy despite being a noble member of the fandoms Shelter Gang my current interpretation is that its like the teachers misbehaving child in class who doesnt get in any trouble cuz theyre the teachers child. does this make sense