semi - hiatus

drunk hoshi 🤍 (part 2)

kang seulgi // the coolest alive fr fr

♡i just— my favorite mug broke, and your sweater matches its design

♡my fingers smell like oranges. i’ve been peeling them all morning. i woke up at 5am. i sat here quietly. i kept the music off to keep you undisturbed

♡i used to daydream in the grocery store, but i’ve stopped taking my time. home is so much better now… warm and full

♡all i’ve ever wanted was someone to sit beside. a place to land without worry. someone to focus on when my mind gets blurry with feelings. all those feelings. far too many

♡the thing about companionship that i yearn for is the comfort of togetherness. i’ve been in a maze all year, but now i’m not alone— now that you’re here. the twists and turns haven’t changed, but the navigation isn’t so scary anymore

♡if we ever part— if our hearts unravel from each others, there’s a memory i’ll keep closer than any other: when you sat beside my bed, and rested your chin upon my comforter, my fingertips grazed your face, and your eyes closed. you didn’t say anything. you came over for the warmth of me, for my familiarity— where your love is safest to be

♡i convinced myself things would never change, so my life would hurt less if the nightmare came true. i’m still grieving, and the memories of my used to be happinesses are smoke passing between my fingers and through my hair. i would lay on my bedroom floor and let my curls curtain my face, so i could touch the leftover faith. i don’t have the right words to describe how much easier it is to be alive when i think of you

Guidance🕯