"Tell me what you need", she said.
"What I need...? What I need can not simply just appear in thin air. What I need can not simply just come waltzing into my life. What I need, is totally different from what I want. What I need is to be told day in, day out, 'it will be okay'. What I need, is somebody, anybody.. To be consistent with the love. No, I am not just talking about 'going out' or 'dating'. I need someone who can actually stand by me when the time calls for it, feel what I feel, hold me from behind and whisper, 'Heyhey.. don't worry, let it out, and just rest on me'. I need a getaway that can hit me so hard spiritually, that my mental and emotional state becomes in sync with the peace. What I need, can not be explained through words or even actions. It can not be displayed for others to see, for it will drive them away so deep. What I need... Is to look at my loved ones and disappear smiling.
'Til then, what I need is non-existent.
It will always be 'What do YOU need' that these lips of mine will speak. When I say, what I need, it just shows you.. How I am so weak."




















