Just Another Person

I’m sorry I’m such a burden for you. I didn’t choose to be depressed.

“Depression is being colorblind and constantly told how colorful the world is.”

I know what it feels like to be lost, lonely, and invisible.

Sometimes you just need someone to tell you you're not as terrible as you think you are.

I would do anything to drown in something other then my thoughts.

I am sorry for being such a failure.

Nothing kills you like your mind.

Smiling, but close to tears. Screaming, but nobody hears.

I feel like I bother people just by being alive.

If you could read my mind, You’d be in tears.

I’m sorry I’m such a problem for you.

The inside of my head is a terrifying place to be.

I just want the sadness gone. I just want it all to go away.

I try so hard to be happy, I swear, but I can't.

I don't even know what's wrong with me anymore.

You don’t know how it feels to be worthless. When nothing you do matters. I feel that way everyday of my life.

And then suddenly, the feelings came back.