halcyvnic.

selective && private billie kay written by: josie

❝ I’m bad at love. ❞ ❝ I believe that we’re meant to be. ❞ ❝ Jealousy gets the best of me.❞ ❝ Look, I don’t mean to frustrate. ❞ ❝ I always make the same mistakes. ❞ ❝ But you can’t blame me for tryin’. ❞ ❝ You know I’d be lyin’. ❞ ❝ That could finally fix me. ❞ ❝ Looking back at my history, I’m bad at love. ❞ ❝ I never got the chance to make him/them/her mine. ❞ ❝ We never told no one but we look so cute. ❞ ❝ I know that you’re afraid. ❞ ❝ I’m gonna walk away. ❞

❛ where did you get a slot machine? ❜

❝ I know about what you did and I wanna scream the truth ❞ ❝ She thinks you love the beach, you’re such a damn liar ❞ ❝ Those great whites, they have big teeth. Hope they bite you ❞ ❝ Thought you said that you would always be in love. But you’re not in love, no more ❞ ❝ All those rumors, they have big teeth. Hope they bite you ❞ ❝ I wish I could get my things and just let go ❞ ❝ I’ll be seein’ you down every road ❞ ❝ ‘Cause, honey, I’ll come get my things, but I can’t let go ❞ ❝ Oh, God, I’m clean out of air in my lungs ❞ ❝ It’s all gone ❞ ❝ But what will we do when we’re sober? ❞ ❝ We pretend that we just don’t care. But we care ❞ ❝ I know you’re feeling it too ❞ ❝ B-bodies all through my house ❞ ❝ So, let’s get to know the kicks. Will you sway with me? ❞ ❝ We know that it’s over ❞ ❝ Don’t know you super well, but I think that you might be the same as me ❞ ❝ I’ll give you my best side, tell you all my best lies ❞ ❝ Know I think you’re awesome, right? ❞ ❝ Might get your friend to drive, but he can hardly see ❞ ❝ Half of my wardrobe is on your bedroom floor ❞ ❝ I am your sweetheart psychopathic crush ❞ ❝ Not my fault, just a thing that my mind do ❞ ❝ Blow all my friendship to sit in hell with you ❞ ❝ Okay I know that you are not my type ❞ ❝ But lover, you’re the one to blame, all that you’re doing. Can you hear the violence? ❞ ❝ Baby really hurt me ❞ ❝ So I guess I’ll go home into the arms of the girl that I love ❞ ❝ The only love I haven’t screwed up ❞ ❝ The truth is I am a toy. That people enjoy ❞ ❝ 'Til all of the tricks don’t work anymore and then they are bored of me ❞ ❝ You’re a little much for me. You’re a liability ❞ ❝ I understand, I’m a liability ❞ ❝ I’m a little much for everyone ❞ ❝ Please could you be tender and I will sit close to you ❞ ❝ Let’s give it a minute before we admit that we’re through ❞  ❝ Cause I remember the rush, when forever was us. Before all of the winds of regret and mistrust ❞ ❝ God I wish I believed you when you told me this was my home ❞ ❝ I care for myself the way I used to care about you ❞ ❝ Three years, loved you every single day, made me weak, it was real for me, yup, real for me ❞ ❝ Bet you wanna rip my heart out ❞ ❝ But I still remember everything ❞ ❝ I’ll start letting go of little things 'til I’m so far away from you ❞ ❝ Know you won’t remember in the morning ❞ ❝ Gotta wonder why we bother ❞ ❝ They’ll talk about us, and discover how we kissed and killed each other ❞ ❝ Sorry I was never good like you ❞ ❝ Did my best to exist just for you ❞ ❝ I am my mother’s child, I’ll love you 'til my breathing stops I’ll love you 'til you call the cops on me ❞ ❝ I am my mother’s child ❞ ❝ When you see me, will you say I’ve changed? ❞ ❝ I still feel you, now and then ❞ ❝ I’ll find a way to be without you, babe ❞

‘  it’s the time of the season when love runs high.  ’ ‘  this time, give it to me easy.  ’ ‘  it’s the time of the season for loving.  ’ ‘  what’s your name?  ’ ‘  too many things were said to ever make it feel like yesterday did.  ’ ‘  seasons must change. separate paths, separate ways.  ’ ‘  if we blame it on anything, let’s blame it on the rain.  ’ ‘  too young to fall in love. guess i knew it all along.  ’ ‘  i told them you were leaving on a bus to go away.  ’ ‘  don’t go away mad… just go away.  ’ ‘  talk to me softly.  ’ ‘  don’t hang your head in sorrow and please don’t cry.  ’ ‘  i know how you’re feeling inside, i’ve been there before.  ’ ‘  don’t you cry tonight.  ’ ‘  i still love you, baby.  ’ ‘  give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye.  ’ ‘  don’t you take it so hard now and please don’t take it so bad.  ’ ‘  i’ll still be thinking of you and the times we had.  ’ ‘  please remember that i never lied.  ’ ‘  you’ll feel better tomorrow come the morning light.  ’ ‘  no one can live in sorrow.  ’ ‘  i was the one who’s washing blood off your hands.  ’ ‘  when you’re in need of someone, my heart won’t deny you.  ’ ‘  my girl, don’t lie to me.  ’ ‘  tell me, where did you sleep last night?  ’ ‘  his head was found in a driving wheel, but his body was never found.  ’ ‘  you used to say live and let live.  ’ ‘  if this ever changing world in which we’re living makes you give in and cry, say live and let die.  ’ ‘  when i look into your eyes, i can see a love restrained.  ’ ‘  nothing lasts forever and we both know hearts can change.  ’ ‘  we’ve been through this such a long, long time just trying to kill the pain.  ’ ‘  lovers always come and lovers always go and no one’s really sure who’s letting to today.  ’ ‘  if we could take the time to lay it on the line, i could rest my head just knowing that you were mind.  ’ ‘  if you want to love me, then darling, don’t refrain.  ’ ‘  do you need some time on your own?  ’ ‘  do you need some time all alone?  ’ ‘  everybody needs sometime on their own.  ’ ‘  i know it’s hard to keep an open heart.  ’ ‘  if you could heal a broken heart, wouldn’t time be out to charm you?  ’ ‘  i know that you can love me when there’s no one left to blame.  ’ ‘  nothing lasts forever.  ’ ‘  everybody needs somebody.  ’ ‘  you’re not the only one.  ’ ‘  don’t waste your time.  ’ ‘  where were you? where’d you go?  ’ ‘  i’m not trying to fake it and i ain’t the one to blame.  ’ ‘  there’s no one home in my house of pain.  ’ ‘  wasn’t i worth the time?  ’ ‘  don’t you want me to love you?  ’ ‘  you may be a lover, but you ain’t no lover.  ’ ‘  don’t let me break you.  ’ ‘  they call me mellow yellow.  ’ ‘  she’s just mad about me.  ’ ‘  love is a banquet on which we feed.  ’ ‘  they can’t hurt you now.  ’ ‘  the night belongs to lovers.  ’ ‘  the night belongs to lust.  ’ ‘  all the girls dreamed that they’d be your partner.  ’ ‘  you’re so vain.  ’ ‘  you had me several years ago when i was still quite naive.  ’ ‘  you said that we made such a pretty pair and that you would never leave.  ’ ‘  you gave away the things you loved and one of them was me.  ’ ‘  they were all in love with dying.  ’ ‘  i can taste you on my lips and smell you in my clothes.  ’ ‘  you never know just how you look through other people’s eyes.  ’ ‘  so nice to see your face again.  ’ ‘  tell me, how long has it been since you’ve been here?  ’ ‘  you look so different than before, but still the person i adore.  ’ ‘  i’m out of love, but i’ll take it form the past.  ’ ‘  i’ve been saving these last words for one last miracle, but now i’m not sure.  ’ ‘  i can’t save you if you don’t let me.  ’ ‘  you just get me like i’ve never been gotten before.  ’ ‘  do not make me think of him, the way he touched your fragile skin. that haunts me everyday.  ’ ‘  don’t disappear.  ’ ‘  this could be messy, but you don’t seem to mind.  ’ ‘  don’t go telling everybody and overlook this supposed crime.  ’ ‘  no one knows except the both of us.  ’ ‘  i have honored your request for silence.  ’ ‘  swallow it down.  ’ ‘  i might want to marry you one day.  ’ ‘  there must be fifty ways to leave your lover.  ’ ‘  the problem is all inside your head.  ’ ‘  i’d like to help you in your struggle to be free.  ’