living the moment

Zindagi Gulzar hai

Mouth in the tang of candies, eyes on the rainbow with colours full of happiness, dancing in the rain and flowing boats of paper that never sink us in water, vacations which takes me on cloud nine. Winters sleep in warm sweater which makes me lazy to take excuse from mumma for not going to school, searching for mumma in all house when I return back to home. No tension to mention in my diary and no burden to carry,I was really merry. I lived my childhood, an adventure of serene livelihood. I wish for those days if I get a little chance to live those few beautiful moment.

Dear Reader,

October, creepy beautiful.

In october everything looks beautiful. The golden hues of sky, Soft wind, warm nights,fall of leaves, trees with beautiful brown branch even without leaves. Chilly rain fall in crips days. I love october that how it let go of those things to flourish again in spring.

October taught me fall is not only with humans but also with nature but the ways are different.

I'm so glad I live in a world where there are octobers.

If I get chance to live any stage of my life i wish to live my childhood again without worries and like a free bird unknown from the hardness of the life.

I want my childhoon again in return of my freedom that feels nothing but anxiety,burden and lot more like to wander with loads on back.

Little girl inside me wish to have childhood back again in life at cost of anything she have now in life.

For me being lonely is like brighf sky full of sunshine and smiling clouds that feels like peace and sometimes dark sky with moon who listens to my melancholy.

Do lonely people really feel this lonesome as I'm feeling right now or they feel peace in being alone!!

I like people too much or not at all. I've got to go down deep, to fall into people, to really know them.

Let me live, love, and say it well in good sentences.

I cannot rid myself of the feeling that I am not in the right place.

I want to be enough of everything, peaceful breath, soulful heartbeat, love in ease, euphoric moments, and the memories that would make me smile with nostalgia.