ha-nah.senti.ment

What if you gave us chance?

Will I be able to give you the love you want and the love you think you deserve?

But let me tell you that true love also gets tired, and it will also have this slightest thinking of leaving you, but will not resort to doing it. It will rest, not to leave you hanging, but to also weather the storm they are carrying for it not to clash on yours. It cries, and feels pain, yet it won't abandon you under the strongest rain. Rather, it will bring you an umbrella, or even dance with you underneath the downpour. All in all, it's always prepared to face the chaos you have in you.

True love isn't perfect; but it will be constant and more than enough to make you happy and contented in this uncertain life.

This will all make sense,

but for now

Day by day I’m making peace with my mistakes, my losses and going on carrying the scars and past trauma inside me.

Day by day I’m learning that healing isn’t a state you can reach. On the contrary it’s a process. A continuous process of not allowing your hurts to control your present, to prevent you from living or to change your heart or who you are.

Day by day. I’m living, smiling , functioning and working hard. trying my best to be gentler and kinder to myself when the episodes of self-loathing and the overwhelming feeling that maybe I’m the bad person here or maybe I’m not good enough take over me.

Day by day I work my best to hold on tightly to the dim hope that perhaps the future carries something beautiful for me.

Day by day. I miss you and i ache for you but I learned that true love makes us stronger And every time you’re ready to give up, to fall down it builds you up and helps you on your feet again, so I no longer let those terrible feelings break me.