I told my boyfriend I just want to be skinny. He is so clueless as to what that means. He likes my thick thighs but I do not

I think im going to try and eat around 1000 cals because im genuinely done binging. I dont want this anymore

Fasted for 45 hours then binged. Awesome.

1.5 hour workout with 30 mins stairmaster 28 hours in my fast

I dont even want to talk about what im doing anymore because im afraid ill jinx it. The moment i started posting more, I had binge urges. If I keep quiet, I fast for like a day and a half. What is this trickery?

Selfrespect. Control.

I have actually been binging for a week now. Making a plan to get shit done.

I am better of with my ocd

I genuinely hate that im not conventionally attractive. I could weigh 30 kg less or be able to squat 120 kg and i would still not get respect because I just do not look very pretty. I never had a glow up. The only thing I can do is add fake lashes or put on make-up but I am just not pretty by myself without anything :(

I genuinely hate that im not conventionally attractive. I could weigh 30 kg less or be able to squat 120 kg and i would still not get respect because I just do not look very pretty. I never had a glow up. The only thing I can do is add fake lashes or put on make-up but I am just not pretty by myself without anything :(

I am going to do a challenge only eating around other people. Rest of the time I just gotta fast

I am going to be honest, I just want to be thin with a fat front. Like I hate the fact that I have no tits, and that my stomach is larger than my bozom. I hate it sooo much. So when I reach my goal weight of 55 kg I will have a boob job

Control.

Im thinking that im almost on my period because no way that I was so hungry yesterday that I needed a second semi-dinner. It did fill me up.