it's been another year, I can't remember when was the last time I've written here... For the last few years, I've got used to write a letter to show gratitude for the things I've got, I've have, I've conquer and things like that, also to ask for forgiveness and to recognize my mistakes over the year, like a letter for the universe or God or whatever believes you have. So, to keep this, I'll write here about my 2025.
As for this year, I'm thankful about most of the things that had happened, even the baddest,cause yet I could see the good on it. This year I could take care of my mental health better and also see the improvement of my emotional and mentality when I passed through another bad job. Even tho right now I don't know what I'll do about my bills for the next month, I'll keep being positive that things will be resolved. I could come back to my oldest job and see how much I could handle the person that trigger my anxiety and mental disorders, also see how much my old colleagues love me and care for me, also that's a door that kept open for me so I'm grateful for that. Right now I'm again passing the holidays at family like the oldest days and I'm glad to be able to do that, even tho we had some issues but I guess that's a thing that happens everywhere, with any family. I'm grateful for the mother I have, and my stepfather too, they are loving parents just like my brothers, sister's in law and father. I can see how much I'm healing over the years, I'm just disappointed that it's been a long process and I always felt a need to rush things as if I didn't have any more time to conquer my dreams. I'm also grateful to be more connected with God even tho it's not in the conventional ways, I can feel more his presence, my guard angel too, and see the things more positively and contemplate life better. It wasn't an easy year, that's for sure and this last day I felt anxious over my bills, but I guess that's just normal for any human, the feelings. I'm grateful for my dearest friends too, like my best friend Millan, my oldest friends from my hometown like Gica, Clara, Nath and Laura, also the newest friends like Izabelly, Ariane, Bibi, Liz and Yuuhi, my friends made on job like Jonas, Thais, Gi, Loi and Luis that really helped us in many ways and many times. I know I have a lot more people to me grateful around me, I could do a list about it; I'm also grateful for the artists that helped me somehow with their music, voices and phrases, artists like TXT and PLAVE! Especially PLAVE that inspired me about my oldest dream about being a singer, it's not too late and I can do it! For every little laugh and the tears too, all the lessons and the hugs, I know how much I failed about a lot of things, especially about my faith... I used to pray every morning for about 20minutes or more, many prayers for variety of purposes, especially gratitude more than asking anything.
For 2026, I hope not only mine but everyone's wishes and purposes can be fulfilled; that we have more laughes than tears and frustrations, that love can overcome difficulties, that bonds can be unbreakable, that money is not a problem but a accessible solution, that peace overcomes war, that the life can be easier. For me, I hope I can pay my bills in time, that money can overflow for me and I can help people that way too, that my body can be healthier, I can see and travel with friends, finally buy the house for my mom, be successful in everyway, God knows how much I want to be a singer, to be able to freely work as and entertainer and be happy and make people happy and healed somehow, just the way I've felt too. For me to be more connected with God with grater faith, and magnet of richness, success, health, and if this year is for relationships, that I found a person that can be exactly the way I want and need. I want to write much more, but I'll let this for the next year, to thanks for everything wroted here and more.
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