Hey guys, my stomach has been in knots for weeks. I’ve lost my enjoyment of this months ago and I pushed through because of my friendships and muses connections. My mental health is plummeting weekly and I no longer can handle managing a group. This isn’t new for me, those who are closer to me know I’ve struggled for a while and often get frustrated and say “I wish i could close this.” I shouldn’t feel like that and I understand it’s no-ones fault but I just don’t want to do it anymore. I know each of you struggle with your own various mental health problems and I’ve been terrified to post this for the past week or two but I know ultimately, most if not all of you will understand that each of our mental health should come first. No-one did anything wrong, I’ve made amazing friendships here and it’s why this has lasted so long. I just do not feel healthy anymore. Thank you to everyone for your involvement & invested time. It needs no saying but please continue your threads and characters and things if you so wish! I’m leaving the gc up since I consider all of us friends so you can continue to chat if you wish, or leave if that’s your decision too!
I tried to get through to some people who’ve been here from the beginning to give them a heads up but couldn’t in time as I felt like I needed to now or I’d chicken out again. so if you see this and are offended you weren’t approached first, I’m very sorry! I do implore you to respect the decision and respect me and my well being, I currently am not in a position to handle unkindness over this decision. Thank you so much, my IMs are always open.
