My safe place to let go

20/06/2022

Future self: Yes 🥹

17/07/2021 ❤️‍🩹

I lasted 13 days without crying. Then today came and I lost it. I’ve been so overwhelmed and stressed out from life that I finally broke down. I miss your warmth and the safety net you gave me. I know I need to find that comfort in myself. I know that good things come every time I hit rock bottom. I dont know what it is but thats how I see the Universe helps me appreciate things when they are really good. I miss you and I wish you could be around during this new chapter in my life. You’d be so proud of me and I know how much you would be around to help me if you could. I went back to your letter to comfort myself. You told me to work through the hard times because it I fight through it, better things are coming for me. I fucking love you D, you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me and thank you for letting go so I can grow, we both know its exactly what I needed to do. 

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