Gloomy

I'm such a fat fucking chud how am I gonna get a stalker if I'm inside all day :( anyways I'm eating a yummy taco :D

I'm watching Horrors of Malformed Men and boy are there horrors. There's chicks sewn(glued) onto sheep. Girls painted gold legs spread like the figurehead of a ship 😭😭.

I don't know where this insatiable need to be loved came from. I'm so greedy for somebody's love I know I shouldn't want it all and it's not all for me but can't I at least hope? I want your love all of it it should be all mine now and forever. Why would you need room in your heart for more than one person. And it's not just love I'm hungry for I need your attention on me at all times. Why would you even think of anybody else am I not enough?

oughh I just want to be touched while I sleep is that such a big ask. Do the freaks not fw fat bitches is that my issue. Like c'mon my window isn't latched I'm not even all that loud so just get me already. I NEED an obsessive freak that doesn't care if I'm awake or not BCS I love them sm it's not like I'd care anyways. IDC how you justify in your sick little pervert head just do it damnit!!

Please, someone, just love me with your bones. I want to know that, if you could, you'd carve my name into your very soul. I want somebody to love me so much that the absence of me physically pains them. I want to know that I am so loved even the idea of hurting me makes them writhe.

Patiently waiting for someone to become an obsessive little creep for me and not in a cute "I'm a yandere" way. I NEED a stalker who comforts me during the day BCS I'm soooo scared and someone broke into my room last night and on their way out they remember to unlatch my windows to let some air in:)