✡ g r a v i t a t i o n a l ✡

Gotten a new piercing.  Dyed my hair. Ended a relationship. Started a new relationship. Been on a long car journey. Passed an exam. Cried on someone’s shoulder. Had a massive fight with a boyfriend/girlfriend. Received flowers. Had a Valentine. Written a letter using pen and paper. Gone to see a therapist. Been prescribed medication by a doctor. Read a really good book. Gone to the zoo. Spent too much money on unnecessary things. Traveled by train. Cried over someone. Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan. Slammed a door out of frustration. Had an anxiety/panic attack. Had a BBQ. Gone to the fair. Gone bowling. Seen a film at the cinema in 3D. Gone on a date. Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink. Stayed up all night. Talked on the phone for over 2 hours. Supported someone who’d received bad news.  Watched some kind of live sporting event. Read an entire book in one day. Bought a DVD the day it was released. Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.  Cried as a result of exam stress. Met some new people. Fallen backwards off a chair. Broken my glasses. Cried over someone in my past. Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.  Thrown up. Cried over a film. Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-significant other. Been in a relationship for a year or longer.

I’m not gonna make it. But you are.

you’re being a controlling dick.