let's think too much

everyone let's get evil NOW

I really need to learn to just sit with my misery instead of trying to avoid it by any means necessary

Ilya's depression spiral vs Shane's anxiety spiral FIGHT

I am not made to read books about men suffering anymore because I am always taking the wrong turn off the authorial intent highway and hoping that man suffers more or dies faster

the cycle of abuse do be cycling

someone save the girlies from their incestuous mothers

sometimes I do not know if I like a book or have been listening/reading it for long enough that it has turned into a kind of stockholm situation

can they get connor storrie for one of those workout videos so I can find out his probably insane will make you pass-out glutes routine

I want to keep reality kahn in a little jar on my bedside table where I would feed her little pieces of lettuce and spoonfuls of energy drink and in return for my love and care she would let me hear her uninterrupted unedited and most importantly unmedicated stream of consciousness rambling as a lovely nighttime lullaby.

this book is such a beautiful meditation on real life and online spaces, what is important and what is filler, how one is seeping into the other but will never be able to hold the same healing and destructive force of the former, the power of love and the force of grief that follows it. that baby was so loved oh god

feeling very soul destroyed by the second half of this book ngl

to love and be loved

reality kahn is like a beloved tumblr mutual to me

my tongue in her pussy tuesday

rejection going all meta on you by the end was so fucking fun. I need to chomp down on tony tulathimutte's brain