it's that bottle of lies for a troubled heart

I know I haven’t been on in forever. there’s a lot I want to tell you guys. a lot I wish I could tell you, too. I know it’s not fair not to give you all an explanation, especially my close friends. and zo. I have so much I want to tell you, zo, but I can’t. not right now. maybe someday. in the meantime, for your best interests: get over me. please. I don’t want you to be hurt anymore because of me. regardless of how I feel about you, you deserve to be with someone who can be there for you. and i’m so sorry I couldn’t be that.

i’m removing myself from tumblr. I won’t be on for a while.

Much love.

thank u natasha!!

you mean so much to me. i can’t wait until i see you again...that night was amazing. i don’t care how cold it was, i never wanted to let go. i’ve been wondering if that was your first tongue kiss? it wasn’t mine, but it was the only one that mattered. i wanted to stay there forever, and my mind returns to that moment always.