Feedee Shenanigans

Check out my Ultimate Weight Gain Compilation on Curvage!

Lots of videos and short clips documenting my journey from a slim girl to an overfed piggy 🐷

https://curvage.org/forum/index.php?/files/file/51220-ultimate-weight-gain-compilation/

Like getting to just smile and not care what my face is doing while going down on someone or something, getting to make whatever noises I want even if they aren’t overly attractive just because I’m enjoying myself and I want to show it. I love just asking flat out what they want me to do and seeing how they get flustered and stutter out an answer. I love the feeling of satisfaction in a task when I get them to finish. I love saying exactly how I’m feeling and how I feel about them and how much I’m enjoying myself no matter what I sound like while saying it.

I don’t want to have sex where we tiptoe around the fact that I’m fat, I actually want my body to be touched on and groped and worshiped during sex and if someone gonna be weird about it, I’m not going to enjoy myself. I want someone to grab and kiss and mark on my belly the way they would any person no matter the size, as for the rest of me. I’m deserving of that type of sex, and to shame people who want to give me that type of sex just kinda feels weird and fatphobic.

you’re fat

queer af

trans

neurodivergent

feedee

feeder

*two seconds later*

Many times, I have seen posts in this community explaining how feedism helped them heal from an ED, and those are always beautiful to see. But I haven't seen anything on the relationship between feedism and workaholism yet, and I believe there is also a healing potential in feedism when it comes to that.

Growing up, I was programmed to be a workaholic. Taking a rest in the middle of your duties was not an option; naps were prohibited unless you were sick. Rest itself was almost always labelled "lazy" unless it was also "edifying" and "productive"; sleeping in was a crime (waking up any time later than 9am was an absolute disaster, between 6 and 7 was the best). Someone staying in bed for a whole day on their day off was presented to me as an example of a failure in life: after all, they could be cleaning the whole house! Or running!

This, combined with my "gifted child syndrome", also known as undiagnosed autism, was my absolute undoing leading to burnout. I won't go into detail, but it was pretty bad. It was literally only within the last year of my life that I allowed myself to sleep past 10am (!). Literally for the first time in my life.

A variety of factors helped me to loosen up more, but feedism was a chief of them. Feedism, at its core, is anti-workaholic: you refuse to work more; instead, you eat all the delicious food. You choose what society deems as "laziness": you sleep in, you stay in bed, you eat a large meal and then you take a nap. As you gain weight, your body becomes programmed to be slower, to rest more, to require more self-care.