All Good Things End : Deirdre & Otto
Summary: Deirdre summons her mushroom husband for his final sacrifice. TW: Blood, Injury, Mushroom Manipulation PARTIES: @deathduty & Otto
"We're all gathered here today to witness a truly beautiful event: the death of Otto." Deirdre, host, waved her ceremonial toaster around. The rest of the fae in attendance, mostly pixies and leprechauns, liftedâor attempted to liftâtheir own toasters. She'd forgotten what the toasters were supposed to represent exactly, other than their triumph and humanity's inferiority, but most things usually represented that. She turned to her husband, and smirked at him. She recalled their dalliance in the cemetery, their wedding in the woods and the escapades that followed. She was almost sad to be rid of him now. He was, perhaps, the funnest human she'd ever ensnared. Out of fondness, or nostalgia, or something else entirely, she gestured to him and her gaze softened. "Do you have anything you'd like to say, Otto? You're allowed some words before you die." The pixies gasped in unison; it was customary to get the humans to be as silent as possible, during these thingsâtheir voices were largely annoying. Deirdre shook her head and quickly explained to them, "Otto is my guest, and my human. He represents me, too. I want him to speak." And so she allowed it.
How the hell had this become his life? It was a thought that crossed his mind rather often and one that crossed his mind right now as he made his way up to the spot that Deirdre had ordered him to come along to. Sheâd instructed him to clean up, wear a nice nose piercing (for heâd gotten a selection from the store with his punishment) explaining the black steel ring that pierced his right nostril and not tell anyone about what he was doing. Things had not been good of late. Whatever the hell had happened at the bar, the fact heâd been forced to live as nothing more than a mundane human. Wash the dishes. Brush his hair. Empty the trash. No snap of his fingers and things took care of themselves. Worry had kept him up for several nights, waiting for any hint of it to come back. It had to come back didnât it? Hells there was no way this could be his life. No way he could live without the essence of his very being. The toll was clear, even with the effort heâd taken to make himself look presentable.
Admittedly a loophole heâd found in that instruction was that he hadnât been told not to tell anyone where he was going, explaining the google-maps pin heâd dropped Mercy, Jane and Cece for good measure. If someone did need to do corpse collection⌠Well, at least they had a start on where to find him he supposed. The phone had been tucked away and forgotten as the new ceremony began. Different this time and Otto truly wasnât sure what to expect he couldnât see any knives that Deirdre had claimed to be fond of in the past so maybe this wouldnât be so bad. The myriad of thoughts running through his mind was distracting, and when he was finally invited to speak and say someone Otto was at a loss for words; a rare occurrence on any normal day. âI guess-- Actually yeah, are there drinks? Iâm way too sober for this shit,â maybe he could stall for a bit, though a drink also didnât sound like a bad idea either right now. âHonestly, Iâd kill for a cocktail before I kick the bucket⌠Itâs a personal nightmare to go out stone cold sober âcause thatâs absolutely not what my lifeâs about.â
âDrinks?â Deirdre glanced around, regarding the fae in attendance. âDid we bring drinks?â The fae murmured to each other, pixies fluttered about until a leprechaun hobbled forward, offering solem clicks and whistles of disappointment. She turned to Otto. âNo drinks.â Which was suddenly very unfortunate, because she was craving some too. âBut I like your spirit, Otto! Is that all the last words you have to offer? Usually the humans start begging now. They tell me all about how much money they can offer, about any children or lovers. They get very desperate, I love to see it on their faces.â She turned to Otto, smiling. He seemed...okay, strangely enough. Not that Deirdre was any expert on reading humanâs facial expressions, they all looked mostly the same, and were too ugly to pay attention to. But this man, fun and carefree, gave her no sobbing or begging. Suddenly, she boiled with anger. âBEG FOR YOUR LIFE!â She threw her toaster down at his feet, snarling. âGIVE US ENTERTAINMENT! You think this is a game, human? I gathered my friends here to watch something good, and your smart quips are getting usââ a Leprechaun whistles at her. Deirdre snapped around. He swished a half-empty bottle of wine. âNever mind, Iâm being informed we do have some drinks.â She took the bottle and offered it to Otto. âHere, now you can die slightly tipsy.â
âOh come on,â he protested at the shakes of multiple little heads in every direction âI thought this was meant to be a celebration of your totalitarian toaster termination techniques on full unadulterated display⌠That you guys knew how to party.â The clarification that normally this was the point people started begging for their lives was met with a twist of his mouth and mildly distasteful look. âWell, I mean I canât really do that because I donât have any of those things. Kids suck theyâre so whiny and really who has the commitment for a partner when people just end up letting you down in the end, you know?â he glanced at a wizened old leprechaun who seemed to mull on this statement and nod in agreement before taking a puff on his pipe âsee? This dude, he gets it.â Itâs so much effort for so little reward.â Perhaps now was not the time for philosophical questioning but it was what came to mind. - if itâs a time for confession guess thereâs no better time to say thanks for the motorcycle I conned you into buying for me. Really was swell of you.â But any further smartass remarks were put on hold as he dodged the toaster lobbed in his general direction and found his knees giving out as he threw himself on the floor against his will. âNo- NO PLEASE!â tears welled unbidden to his eyes as he clasped at Deirdreâs boots the sobs rising against his will âIâLL DO ANYTHING, IâLL GIVE YOU ANYTHING YOU WANT! PLEASE JUST-- DONâT KILL ME! ITâS NOT A GAME! I SWEAR. PLEASE I-â he hiccuped, swallowing air â Pleasepleaseplease.â The sobbing at her feet continued despite the profference of booze for the command to stop had not yet been given.
Deirdre frowned as Otto spoke, she reached a hand out to lay gingerly on his shoulder. âOtto...are you sad and lonely?â The fae looked at her pointedly. She flushed and withdrew both her concern and her hand, but thought to elaborate. âHaving a partner is great. I love my girlfriend. I donât believe people let you down always, sometimes they surprise you.â The leprechaun clicked his disagreement, and Deirdre waved the conversation away. âYou conned me into buying you a motorcycle?â She thought about it, and expected anger or pride to come to her. Anger for the audacity of a human to think to trick her, and pride that her subordinate had tried at all. Mostly she was just...disappointed. âWhy didnât you con me out of more than just a motorcycle?â She asked, âI mean, I have the money to give you more. Whatâs a motorcycle worth? Like a measly few thousand dollars?â It was good then, that he started to beg, and her mood lifted. âYes, you pathetic urchin.â She hissed and snapped her feet away from him. âI think weâre good to begin now, donât you?â She smiled and turned to her fellow fae, careful to keep herself out of the ring again. âStop your begging and be quiet, Otto. Now itâs time--â The pixies struggled to play their flute, leaving the air with a discordant whittling that stung Deirdreâs ears. A leprechaun banged his toaster to create a drum beat, as horrible as it was earnest. Deirdre hissed again and picked Otto off the floor and shoved him into the circle. âGo impale yourself on the tree branch there.â She pointed at the one that had been sharpened for this purpose. âTake your time though, I do like a slow death. And you may do whatever you like before youâre impaled, so long as you stay in the circle, and it doesnât take too long.â She waved her hand in the air. âOr if I find it boring.â
Ottoâs eyes widened for a moment before he laughed, well and truly laughed deeply at the notion. âOh hells, me? Lonely? No. Lonelyâs pathetic, Iâm definitely not pathetic.â But then again, a part of him couldnât help but wonder. Would anyone ever notice? Would Mercy, Cece or anyone else in his rather truncated list of acquaintances even bother to come out and look for him? âSure did, was fun watching you bend over backwards to save your friendâs face. Canât say it worked but it was fun to watch either way.â
But then the wet mud was soaking into his knees, immaculate nails clawing for purchase on Deirdreâs shoe that soon retracted leaving him falling facefirst into a pile of moss. As the urge to beg rescinded, he lay there for a moment gathering what little remained of his dignity and pushed himself up to his feet. Spotting the leprechaun nearby about to drain the wine he snatched the bottle out of its tiny hands and gulped it down, wiping his mouth on the back of his sleeve. Deirdre was speaking again though and the horrible irony of everything heâd been told dawned on him.
Youâre not dead.
It was this thought that drifted through his mind as Otto walked with purposeful steps towards the sharpened bark. A haze of strange determination silencing all questions or thoughts that this was wrong. That he needed to run. No matter how much his mind screamed, rending itself apart.
The sharpened tip pierced the soft flesh of his abdomen, a slow progression as steps faltered and blood began to trickle in a cascade, staining the front of his shirt. A second and third followed, and as the crimson rivulets flowed their course twin tears glistened in hazel eyes. The dawning revelation of a truth Otto had always denied.
Perhaps he was lonely indeed.
Too late to do anything about it now though.
Delight spread across the fae like wildfire, infectious and brighter the longer it burned. Deirdre watched curiously. She waited for the same delight to reach her. And she waited. And she watched, and she waited. And yet, the only feeling that entered her as she watched Otto impale himself was something cold, and then sharp; something she wouldnât dare put a name to. Emmaâs eyes flashed in her mind, the look of desperation that gleamed there, and the hope that sat on her lips that Deirdre might free her. She couldnât see Ottoâs face now, and she felt all the better for it. âStop,â she told him, âstop that. S-stop doing that.â Her command was barely a whisper above the din of celebration, fae poured into the circle, ready to party--dancing progressed around Ottoâs limp body, and the music grew louder and further away from any pleasurable tune. The mushroom drums in her own head grew silent, and she left to watch the fae as an outsider to their delight. Once, she had been a child peeking from behind old trees, watching the fae with their wings and wondering when it would be her turn to be like them. The feeling she had chased for so long fluttered around her, it was cheered on by the congratulatory clicks and whistles of the leprechauns, but it could not find her heart. An organ she had long since suspected sheâd lost sometime ago, some many deaths before.
She turned her back to Otto, to the mushrooms and fae surrounding him, and she walked. âI want to be good,â she told the trees as she stumbled around them. âI want to be good.â She willed the feeling to reach her. She willed herself to feel anything at all. But where she fell to the ground, staring at her unstained hands, she found nothing.
Nothing inside of her.
Eventually Otto reached a point that his feet could no longer find purchase enough to continue walking. Or perhaps it was simply the gradual weakening that came with the blood-loss. Blood-loss that left him feeling cold and tired. Tired in a way that was bone deep. There was no method to question on his lips to implore them to stop and let him go so that he might live his life. The feelings that swirled in his chest were those of anguish and an aching loneliness for which words were inadequate to describe. Loneliness he'd laughed so heartily at not five minutes prior. So maybe Deirdre was right. Perhaps he was⌠But too little too late.
I thought this was meant to hurt less. It always sounded like it would hurt less .
Where the voice in his mind came from he couldnât rightly say. No warm embrace, no bright light or whatever the hell you were meant to get if this truly was the end. Just empty darkness. Even as he reached for his magic, gone since that night at the bar. Just an echo, but thatâs all he was now wasnât he? An echo of what he shouldâve been. The breath rattled in his throat, life slipping away in the trickle of his lifesblood as the cold grasp of darkness coiled tighter around him; his life served forth by fate's own servant to the overture of cheerful clicks and whistles.
Perhaps someone will remember me.



















