Itās been around 6 months since we last saw and spoke to each other in person, all four of us. But itās past midnight so my minds wandering all over the place and wondering what youāve been up to was one of them.
I thought we came to a peace. I thought we had talked it through. Butā¦you seemed to be headstrong only on your feelings and your own emotions. What about mine?
āNobody is ever too busy, you're just not a priority. They are unbothered by your absence.ā
People can be extremely busy and not just in terms physically but mentally and emotionally. You know me. I get drained easily, I need time alone and in solitude to regain myself or else Iāll suck the life out of everyone. But why do you still think I never once cared for you and about you? I thought I had already explained myself? Maybe I should just drop it, I know weāll fight again and not come to consensus.
But alsoā¦.
ā If they walk away from conflict and carry on as if nothing happened, it's a sign to move on.
Actions speak louder than words.ā
Who walked away? We talked openly and honestly. I let go of everything for you. But now you are making it seem like you hold a grudge and I should be blamed? Why do you only care about yourself ? You say you care for me and love me but why do you, not once, acknowledge my feelings and how I felt? Arenāt you romanticizing me and what we had way too much? Youāve been reliant on me for way too long. You know Iām no good with words, youāre always better than I am when it comes to practicality.
But hey⦠itās past midnight, I shouldnāt trust how I feel about my life right ?

















