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I’m soo tired rn I thought this was a sallyface roleplay blog

i can sense that I am not the only warrior of light in this popeyes bathroom

Was just informed by my mom that I do in fact have ADHD and the reason I thought I didn’t was because ever since I was seven whenever I got super energetic my mom would have me go chop wood so now when I’m feeling The ADHD I go chop wood and I thought it was just some sort of routine I started when I was little and wanted to blow off steam

I’d also like to point out that my sister has a really hard time staying present (I can’t remember the term because we’ve always called it Tethered at my house) and whenever she’s feeling Untethered my mom has her knead bread and make syrup because they’re repetitive and easy things to do that ground her

Now that I’m thinking about it- my brother has days where he doesn’t talk and doesn’t eat unless he’s prompted, and on those days my mom sits him down in the fish pond in the backyard and plays Mozart and because he’s so used to that being his wake up he always comes back in after like an hour rambling about random things

Oh yeah and when it rains my mom has a required hour where we all have to go outside and run around and whoever finds the most worms for the garden wins and then we go inside and my mom makes us tea and we watch Studio Ghibli movies

Wait!!! When one of us has a bad day at school we make a fire in the backyard and roast homemade sausages and my mom tells us stories until we laugh and then she tucks is in bed like we’re five again and sings us songs

Uh.... wait guys is my mom a witch raising a bunch of fae kids hold on-

“I didn’t know I had adhd because my mom gave me such an effective coping mechanism” is such a high bar to clear and she soared over it like a space-plane.

shoutout to all high school dropouts, students who didn’t get accepted into college, students who used to be on honor roll but became overwhelmed, students who study for hours but still fail tests, or student who don’t study at all due to depression/anxiety, you are all stars and I’m wishing y'all the best luck possible to get back on your feet

I don’t like when you guys say “atp” to mean “at that point” or whatever. It means adenosine triphosphate

god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait

what a normal and pleasant experience. can i do it again?

If no one else says it, I’m here to deromanticize and reinfluence you from workaholism. You see the academic achievements, the stacked resumes, and t25 schools on the application list and think “I wish I had that problem” but for every 12 hours spent diligently working there’s 60 more hours laying in bed staving off the thoughts and wishing to die . Turn back before it’s too late

I can't believe November is almost over. What's next, December?? Thank god there aren't any months after that

i’ve been so productive today but unfortunately that has not been true of the past two months so the workload is in fact never ending

how do i spend an hour putting off an assignment that will take 10 minutes

“Future me will be so grateful” I repeat as I drag myself out of bed on a Saturday evening to work on hw

she attention deficit on my hyperactivity til i disorder

i have so many missing assignmence