"drag," they echo, nodding slightly. sinclair is right, they know he is. their idol getup is a costume, a uniform they put on for their job โ something that they enjoy endlessly, even if this hurts sometimes. parts of it just leaked out into the real hansol the past couple of days, and now they need to clean it off. nods again, over and over, at the offer to be bathed, already relaxing further, already feeling a bit more at ease. they won't have to be back in until a few days thankfully. "sinclair," sol whines when he praises them, says the words back, just because they feel like they need to. like his name alone can make them feel better, and it does. he doesn't see the the ripping of his underwear so much as he hears it, feels it. like an immediate unwounding, pressure being let off as the fabric is cut and effectively destroyed, leaving their bottom half bare. "yes. better." the response is a little louder this time too as they kiss at his arm. whines in response to the visceral reaction to his freed t-cock, legs spreading slightly like a bodily reaction. "missed you," they whine again, louder, mouth falling open as sinclair's hand finds home against their cunt, hand sliding over it. his eyes water as he bucks his hips into the movement, sweet heat rushing through him. this is who he is, right here with the love of his life. it hits him all at once too. that his boyfriend is here, taking care of them, seeing exactly what he needs. he sobs, "want your hands. your fingers, please?" grasps at his arm, tears welling in his eyes. "need you, only you."